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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

who am i

Name: Clayton Chew Ming Koon
Current age: 17
School: National Junior College
Birthday: 15 July 1990
Msn : claytoncmk@hotmail.com

dailies

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

-6:38 PM

eventful yet random quotes

"oh my god, this is so wrong! oh my ... oh my " -shawn [chs 2-7] , on how i look now

"coz need cooldown period mah, otherwise it'll be damn weird " - weishun [canoe bro] , on me leaving canoe

"zhe shi bu shi wei le ni de xiao ma zi? " - mr low , #random

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oh wells, today was supposed to meet kahho to run 4km in the morning
to put everything away temporarily
to feel the morning wind touch the cheeks
and feel myself once more

he got into jam
traffic jam
and came late
i became mosquito's cannon fodder

still thinking
thinking
...

mr low was outta school when i called
then he came back later and told me about the letter thing
he's still as nice as ever!
and he offered to mark my chem tys :D

the lovely old notebook
with my ugly handwriting
and my equally horrible answers.

recruitment is kinda messy
we printed about 300 sheets,
and have about 60plus replies so far
and i still cannot separate danhong and clarice -.-
[gotta match the photo to the face when we do out the cv]
so much for them in my gp/pw class for the past year

came along nick goh with his as-usual-lame-jokes

Q : why xmas have only 25 letters
A : noel [ no - L ] , noel [ no - L ] ...

oh wells ogl!

hmm
thanks to caslin and maxy who directed people here
caslin for classmates and touch-rugby teammates
maxy for og people

yepps,
not to mention the extremely lame poster we pasted up.

Sample phrase :

[ Ceteris Paribus -
econs : all kept constant

make a difference!
join chingay today!]

gp mock is definitely a killer
knocked out halfway
must be the late night
and coffee not working its magic

"coffee blocks out nutrient intake after 1 hour from consumption" - mr yong

gotta work harder

"A hundred days had made me older..." 3 doors down , here without you
---

sorry for being a burden to you
my personality and character sucks
sorry for the times that i make you angry
thanks for forgiving me
thanks for everything
sorry it had to be me

Sunday, January 06, 2008

-10:07 PM

school started off with a bang!
haha

first day of school - wednesday.
a super slow and draggy start
the usual happened - meet new teachers, trashing out of rules and expectations...
kinda self-explainatory i guess
all the same old faces
23 of them
all stressed out at the undone holiday homework =x

the new timetable is issued, which makes us have an extra period
*poof* there goes our supposed ball game period =(
i was kinda stoning throughout school, lost in unfamilliar territory...

swimming training is something refreshing
tried out tumble turns
(which i ended up doing handstands underwater)
it was definitely a rofl-ing session for those present
(fyi : i was snake-ing around in the water =x )
dunno who was drinking water when supposed to be treading :P

oh wells, coach's gonna swim with us next training! [incentive to come for training]

thursday - a day equally boring...

met my gp class. haha!
co1
carbon monoxide -.-
the people there are kinda
quiet?
the teacher is abit sarcastic
note : sarcastic
"you are so enthusiastic about my lesson that before i started you're flipping your file..."
lolx ass-ed

it was kinda draggy
but coffee helped me stay awake
60c coffee + 10c condensed milk
thick and milkish
loves :D

died-ed when school ended
supposed to do work, but ended up lazing around
haven't been exercising
growing layers of fat already

friday - cca day with slackiest timetable

school was pretty much slack
i love the gp lesson!
ecce homo : punishment
the video is nice!
all the various criminologists putting forward their views on punishment
counter for and against
(the video's biased though - it does not support capital punishment!)

clarence.. it's been a long time since we got to trash such topics out
someday over coffee? at ajc i guess , since your school ends that late.
someday...
[coffee bean or the library cafe?]

cca carnival!
kinda slacky
so i began laming around
[eg : putting the banner with nick, so low that ppl have to stoop to get through]
the idea is to let ppl notice our banner

later was trying to act cool with shi rui
my shades are cool okay?
haha
then i flopped when trying to pronouce equilibra
ee-koala-brah
epic failure
haha

cca carnival is more of a...
bball session with classmates :D
swimming booth abit the empty...
so wells
balled around
ben hong realised that he was being "sniped" by his cca mates on the oac tower
so much for that
haha
i realised that i'm still noob
T.T
but have fun then can le lahh!

saturday - chingay training!
had fun taking care of a crowd control group
though they are new and half dead in the morning
they still are after the end!
but at least we got a cheer, and people opened up to each other
success [to a certain extent] XD
tiredd
zonkked

sunday - first sunday of the year!
met my small group members
i'm first time small group member - excited!
they're kinda innocent-looking
[i hope that they are just as innocent...]
yepps
looking forward to a time of bonding and sharing with them this coming sunday!

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

-6:46 PM

a new year arrives
spring comes again..

yepp,
indeed God has been faithful for 07
leading me through the various challenges in life
school.svl.relationships [er-hem!].spiritual walk.
He gave me a bigbig pressie for xmas!
even though His birth to give second mankind a second birth is the biggest!
though i strayed,
He is always there, especially in my times of need
tiredlessly.unceasingly.
and i never realised His presence at times until i cry out for help
Lord, thanks for everything!

as the year 08 comes, there'll be new challenges to be faced
a's.chingay08.cca.sgl.svl.
i need God so much more, so much more.

08 here i come!

-6:42 PM