rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
-5:42 AM
haiz...ppl tot i contracted chicken pox...saw e doc..guess wad?He said that he cannot determine whether it is raches or pox..this is realli bad,considering the fact that these wierd stuff appear and disappear periodically...
it all started on sunday afternoon,when i took panadol..i was feeling feverish..lol...red spots gone as soon as it came...nt very funny..scratching all over..currently fine..nt sure y...some ppl r tinking that i am lying...excuse to miss cca..
hope tt it wun come back..n mess up sunday's plans...tofu at 9 am..haha..dun wanna get cooped up at home..considering e fact that common test is in 2 week's time..my classmate..hoping that i wld stay home and tat mi class ranking will drop...haiz..may have to disappoint him..coz i am no slacker(unless e hols)...until then..
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
-8:36 PM
lolx...one whole period listening to the principal talk in assembly, an utter waste of time i think..propoganda..I prefer to stay in class, doing something more constructive. Today, math problem was b-o-r-i-n-g, soak cheng was there crapping...chemistry was okay...i hope mrs toh will understand the joke...haha..wad i realli like about today is the geography..it was really funny that more than half the class have to stand up as punishment for playing around and not do the assignment..i am glad that i am not part of that group...ppl are always sleeping,lazing around as if the exams are over..i am a big contrast...juz dun understand y...
homework as usual,but i am looking forward to it..instead of looking at it as a whole pile of work, i look at it as e final preparation for the common test..i tink tats y i always get mi work done whereas e rest are slacking or playing DOTA..
I lost badly at chess today,have not been concentrating much lately,prob exam stress...o level chinese in less than 50 days...this is going to kill mi lorz...3 more weeks to the common tests...ppl are already waiting to see my downfall...ready to laugh at mi weaknesses...hah..i plan to salvage the situation and turn the tables on them...coz if...u belief...u can do it...
dotz..muz do banner for e CCA...5th submission already...muz come up with something nice..its for the open house...i am e least interested abt e CCA open hse..nt that i hat my CCA,but i still have to study for my chinese o levels..stress..stress..stress..
ppl were suprised dat i actually blog...coz they were going..."you mean clayton actually plays computer games?"..haha...i am not as nerdy as they think...more more nerdy than an average guy...mug mug mug...hahahahahaha..
Monday, September 12, 2005
-9:58 PM
I think that somethings can be changed in us..as christians..realli learned much from the church AGM(all guys meeting).We learnt the reson why we shouldn't speak vulgarities and stuff..really helps u to become a better person
Today in school..it sux..AARRGH..headache like crazy...lack of sleep..guess its first day of school...everyone is still feeling lethargic and still in the holiday mood..i fell asleep in e chemitry lesson...CCA was very slack...got a quiz..haha..Today there was one new member to e IT Club..Zhou Wei..haha..he got kicked out of the chinese orchrestra for skipping CCA...
Finally tot abt it..i plan to learn how to play e guitar...planning to buy an electric guitar...thinking of learning from Zhou Wei..see if he is free in the hols..haha..if not..then learn from guides and stuff lorz...haha
Looking forward to church this sunday...haha...can't wait to see mi frens..(get to see them only in a week..)lolz...haha...gotta sleep liaoz..completely drained...dying out...bb...
-8:39 AM
you know...i realli get confused these days abt the latest craze in playing guitars...i realli not surte if i want to start trying,but i think that its going to cost me much time and money,spending money on these stuff..also, i not sure if my interest is there or not,really unsure if i will be giving up halfway.muz seriously think abt it and reconsider e fact that a left hander is realli wierd playing e guitar.
school is starting soon,the exams are coming in less than 1 month.stress,tension are beginning to build up,muz realli concentrate...i plan to do better for maths and e sciences to pull up my averag3..coz mi geography is really hopeless and gone case one...my history is still doing fine...chinese okay...english is completely crap...at least i passed everything though...
you know...they say that light travels faster than sound...it is usually proven in our daily life...as in you know...there is a neighbouring mixed sch beside at high..some of e gals there may b chio..but once they speak they can amaze ppl with their so colourful language...haiz...it does speaks a lot about them..
time to set new goals for e final term...still unsure..until a later date then...
recently joined e tofu com in chruch..tofu as in The-Orientation-For-U...which the u means e incoming sec ones...its gonna be fun..e games r going to be messy...we are going to plan it all...haha..looks like one of the best thing i am gonna do in this entire year...