dailies
Friday, June 30, 2006
-6:32 AM
Thank You 4 Loving Me
-6:11 AM
its nearly over [last paper this coming tuesday - higher chinese]
highlightsmr quay : why never turn up for extra lessons?
kelvin : got reasons
mr quay : what reasons?
kelvin : wait. i thinking
-_-"
Thursday, June 29, 2006
-12:27 PM
chemistry and history elective
ok. no commentsthank You for being there through my trials and tribulations.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
-1:16 PM
tmr. chemistry and history elective? umm..
nice one clayton. carelessness cost you 2 marks out of 80 in amath so far. [i can only lose 6 more marks if i want to hit my "dream" raw score]i need you here with me, to stay by my side
thots and feelingsivan, i have comments about your statement of "a girl can either be pretty OR smart" . if that is the case, then "boys can either be handsome OR smart", since we are also humans? -_-
also, one thing to say. have you ever tried mixing around with girls from the BETTER SCHOOLS?
-dotz-
-claytoncmk shall return to hit the books-
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
-8:08 AM
english and physics exams are ok
geog is giving me stress.song of the day : "first love" by utada hikaru
Monday, June 26, 2006
-2:29 PM
You Should Be A Cancer |
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese |
-8:05 AM
learned yet another thing in worship yesterday
there is a difference between "normal voice" and "sing voice"?anyway, i think i was sounding kinda
poo-poo during practice. and it became worse when i got
carried away and blasted into the mic.
ouch. also, marie is offering to help me and daniel tan become
more confident singers. [sing better] well. 1hr before practice.
i will try. because i leave home at 4.30 after tuition. reach church about 5.45 already. busy lifestyle huh?well. slept at 1am
[kinda early]zzz...
sunday morning. woke up at 7am. changed and left home at 7.30am. reached church at 8.20am. service in progress, hung around in the
"creche". waited. i was tense and all stressed up because i am still
not sounding right. the first song was fine. all was fine.
the new arrangement sure confused many. to the extent that
the worship leader forgot that he is suppossed to give the tray to the ushers. i was so like "umm?" when vivien asked me to hand the tray.
first time. felt so honored. haha.well... he
did remember to be present to hand out the offering bags
the second time. "once bitten, twice shy?" i guess so.
holy communion. i took the wrong mic [did i?]. and well, the singing was horrible. [i think it was my voice?]
so much for that. richard joined us for small group. also, we managed to cover some questions from the Book Of James
. yes. no doubting it. we are doing a bible study on the book of James. fun, good, exciting?
time to revise. and oh, eunice is back. ber will return tomorrow. haha. holiday season?
i pray that God will guide me and lead me. and i also pray that he will allow me to improve my vocal skills through constant practice.I CHANGED MY SPECS!
Friday, June 23, 2006
-12:06 PM
chemistry chemistry chemistry
stress stress stress
how do i cram 1 whole topic in 2 days?
not going for ryan's sg outing though =(
tired tired tired
Thursday, June 22, 2006
-2:17 PM
checked my mail, got a mail from "learnthebible.org"
TEXT: Isaiah 64
"introduction"
Isaiah, as a prophet of the southern kingdom of Judah, writes at a time of great distress. The northern kingdom of Israel has been destroyed by the Assyrians and the Assyrians are working to systematically destroy Judah as well. Isaiah seeks divine intervention but also recognizes that Judah’s own iniquities have brought this judgment on them. He appeals to the mercy of God. They are His people and He is their father.
"what does it mean?"
1. Carefully read Isaiah 64:1-2. What is Isaiah desiring of the Lord? What is he asking the Lord to do?
2. Compare Isaiah 64:4 with its New Testament quote in 1Corinthians 2:9. Read 1Corinthians 2:7-10 for context. Explain the meaning of Isaiah 64:4 and explain how it is used in 1Corinthians 2:9-10.
3. Isaiah 64:6 states that “all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags. ”Righteousness generally refers to the good things we do. How can they be compared to filthy rags? How does this verse compare with Philippians 3:9 and Revelation 3:17-18?
"what does it means to me?"
1. Isaiah 64:7 begins, “And there is none that calleth upon thy name, that stirreth up himself to take hold of thee.” What kind of person is the Lord looking for in this verse? What steps could you take in order to be more like this kind of a person?
2. Isaiah 64:8 states, “But now, O LORD, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand.”Isaiah 64:9 adds, “behold, see, we beseech thee, we are all thy people.” What are the three relationships to the Lord that are spoken of in these two verses? Take each one separately and write out what this relationship means to you.
-9:43 AM
homework pouring in. prelims this monday. end next monday. so tired.
I JUST REALISED THAT I CANNOT EXPLAIN THINGS CLEARLY, OR PUT THINGS IN A WAY PEOPLE WILL UNDERSTAND IT. SIGH
let the mugging begin!"I'm yours" by planetshakersOh Lord
When I think of all You've done
My heart sings of Your Love
That saved my soul
And made me whole,
My life is Yours'
Cause You paid the price
I give You my life, I'm Yours
So no matter what the cost
I will go for You
No matter what it takes, I'm Yours
Because You paid the price at Calvary
I give You my whole life, I'm Yours
Oh Lord, my everything to You I lift
My heart and soul I live, for You alone
I'm not my own, my life is Yours
I'm Yours
Jesus I am Yours
Monday, June 19, 2006
-12:04 PM
why are people's tagboard not loading on my browser?
small group was fun. nice discussion. joshua is going for further studies. am i too random today?tired. relative velocity.
A passage to share : Isaiah 53
1 Who has believed our message
and to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?
2 He grew up before him like a tender shoot,
and like a root out of dry ground.
He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
3 He was despised and rejected by men,
a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering.
Like one from whom men hide their faces
he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
4 Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to his own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.
7 He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth.
8 By oppression and judgment he was taken away.
And who can speak of his descendants?
For he was cut off from the land of the living;
for the transgression of my people he was stricken.
9 He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
and with the rich in his death,
though he had done no violence,
nor was any deceit in his mouth.
10 Yet it was the LORD's will to crush him and cause him to suffer,
and though the LORD makes his life a guilt offering,
he will see his offspring and prolong his days,
and the will of the LORD will prosper in his hand.
11 After the suffering of his soul,
he will see the light of life and be satisfied ;
by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many,
and he will bear their iniquities.
12 Therefore I will give him a portion among the great,
and he will divide the spoils with the strong,
because he poured out his life unto death,
and was numbered with the transgressors.
For he bore the sin of many,
and made intercession for the transgressors.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
-9:41 AM
relative velocity relative velocity relative velocity
difficult topic.holidays almost over. revision not completedhow how how
Saturday, June 17, 2006
-4:25 PM
"From God Above" by Hillsong UnitedAs I look at the world
I begin to dream of the future
What's next to be
Your love so strong for everyone
You made us all in Your image
And You saved the day
When Jesus came
And You took away all my sin and shame
And You made us right again
You came from God above
The Father's only Son
Saved my soul
Made me new
Now I live for You
My heart is alive and my spirit free
In the Saviour
Gave His life for me
By Your Word
We will be the light of the world
My Father
Shine Your light in me
I'll stand on the Word
Be a light in the world
When Your praises are heard
We'll be singing
man.. i just love this song. haha. finished binomial theorem tys. yeahh
-1:08 AM
tired. another day spent mugging. and well, daryl sent out a mail saying that there will be no practice this week. =(
guess i can put this time to revision?
give me the strength to harness. let me remember all that i am striving to learn.
Friday, June 16, 2006
-1:29 AM
time is short. i am so distracted.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
-9:02 AM
tired. clearing up my mountain of schoolwork. did only 2 math papers so far? wasted.
my speed is decreasing. to that extent that i am actually "lagging". why? thought about the suggestions ryan gave me. [add-ons]. well, he did have a point. [who don't] and i think that can work on that. looks like i will have to find time to find him online.
no soccer for me. i am fighting the addiction to play DOTA. should be easy, since all those players are away. =)
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
-12:38 PM
my 10 favourite christian music- "no tomorrow" by planetshakers
- "one way" by ???
- "not ashamed" by planetshakers
- "all about you [radio mix]" by united live
- "every move i make" by hillsong
- "evermore" by planetshakers
- "this is how we overcome" by hillsong
- "from the inside out" by hillsong
- "making a difference" by hillsong
- "king of majesty [chinese]" by ???
i wanna improve my skills [in 1-v] and well, improve discipline. may God help me. also, may He grant those travelling overseas [church camp] journey mercies...
should i get a book to write down my qt thoughts and verses which are striking?
that should be all for now?
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
-9:55 PM
milkshake =p
-9:55 PM
my brother staring into space
-9:55 PM
umm...
-9:55 PM
acting dao
-12:56 PM
SOME PLACES ARE SCARY [ESP. AT NIGHT]
-NO LIGHT
-DEAD END
-LONELY STREET
-ULU-PLACE
-JUMPY STREET NUMBERS [NUMBERS DECREASE THEN INCREASE]
MAN. I AM SO SCARED. FUTHERMORE ITS WHERE I PASS BY IN THE DAY! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
Monday, June 12, 2006
-4:45 AM
worship practice.
I JUST HAVE TO LET GOD TAKE CONTROL. SOMEHOW I DID NOT. FELT DISTRACTED DURING WORSHIP. AND I GO OFF KEY. WHY CAN'T I LET HIM RAKE CONTROL?
sunday morning.
moke up at 6-plus despite having slept at 3. suppossed to meet kenneth at the bus stop.
someone overslept...and i went on my own.
i felt very tense as the FIRST YMPACT SERVICE started. yayness? lolx. sang. wanted to jump in the first song [God is great]. pants was already slipping, so decided not to. [for "safety" reasons]worship. i got a carried away. and went off-key. off-key. HEARD THAT? off-key. so sad. time to practice more. a lot more. A LOT MORE.that's all for now.
HAMACHI NETWORK :NAME : YMPACTPASSWORD : PMCYM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
-2:37 PM
l-a-m-e-d (2)
-2:36 PM
l-a-m-e-d (1)
-2:09 PM
lecture in school from 8 to 3:30 left me all tired out. so boring!
i rushed home and changed, showered, and went to join the small group. well. i kind of lost my way [from tampines interchange to safra] , so ended up at bedok resevoir park. instructions were like okay, but i found myself walking up and down temasek poly.
reached at last. when they were all leaving -_-"
went to century square and decided to play in the arcade.
Friday, June 09, 2006
-12:33 PM
today. early for lecture. [i am so enthu?]
soccer! i was doing fine, saving goals. that was, until the rain come, and i felt very bored. then no mood. then all almost zero save. haha. here are some KRAZY pics about from our game
[courtesy of han sen]
1)michael taking a shot, as weizhong tries to save it.
2) yeow chern trying to score, i was goalie. failed save [the blue unbrella? i hate the rain]
3) penalty. the crowd goes silent...
4) a save! yeow chern looks on...
5) somehow, i should not be happy too soon :X
6) an easy save?
7) blocked shot.
why can't i get along with my dad?
-3:14 AM
long day at school. long day. no comments.
"Follow" by Planet ShakersWhere can I hide
Where Your Love cannot reach me
Where can I go
Where Your arms
They're not here for me
Where can I run to
Where I cannot feel Your Love
Jesus Your Love rescued me
So I'll follow after You
Wherever You take me,
I'm following You
I'm gonna follow You
With everything I say
And everything I do
I'm gonna follow You
With every step I take
I know that You're with me
I'm gonna follow You
I'm taking up my cross
I'm following You
I'm gonna follow You
You're everything that I live for
I'll follow after You
Every day of my life Lord
I'll follow afterYou
I'll follow after You
I'm gonna follow You
another nice song. eugene! that chinese "one-way" which you sent me... its SO NICE!! I JUST WANT TO HEAR IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN!-i am acting weirdly-
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
-7:50 AM
woke up late today.
0900! I AM GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL. [PHYSICS LECTURE BEGINS AT 0945]
spent time finding my math papers for calvin. left the house at 0940. spent $5.00 taking cab.physics lecture is fun! i just love it! [reason being cause i love the subject?] we were shown a short clip from THE RING. then those who finished their papers had to answer a physics question
in relation to the show."if the ghost falls back into the well, andthe sound heard from the impact is heard at... what will be the depth of the well, given that the person is of this height approx 1.2m ..."LOL!
horror story + this question = PHYSICS HORROR STORY!
-_-"
well, the MEGA TEST was a MEGA FLUNKER. i did not do well. [i think]. I HAVE BLANKED OUT ONE 2 MARK QUESTION AND FOR THE RELATIVE VELOCITY QUESTION, I THINK THAT I HAVE GOT IT WRONG = 8MARKS. [my answer different from all the others]
oh dear. am i really backsliding to that extent? i need help!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
-10:37 AM
woke up nearly late for school. practiced amath till 2am last night? [i was doing vectors]
i still cannot get the concept of relative velocity! shall go and look through tonight for tomorrow's math mega test!got sent out of math lesson by miss tan because ivan was talking to me. learnt something from the "yakking" or "nagging" after that.
she said, "i see your work, your answers are good. it shows your potential. but you lack the diligence. every term, you can score very well, but you chose to score just enough to get by. you get what i mean? you need to be more serious. show real, solid seriousness. your answers show understanding......"and a lot more.well. i guess i have to be more serious. played dota against dexter loh. he was trying out new hero. same here. i used rogue knight and he used terrorblade.
my build :
-threads
-peserverance
-sange and yasha
-satanic
-hyperstone
terrorblade's build :
-threads
-eye of skadi
-wraith band * 2
-hyperstone
-_-" . thats all folks. the replay... ask me for it ok?
Monday, June 05, 2006
-2:50 PM
postponed.outing postponed. sry shane. daryl said that most people will be busy.
-5:05 AM
games workshop was very fun. haha. well, there was the planning section, where i tried blowing a balloon using a straw. it was fine. until i accidentally released it and it hit jacko on the face. -_-" haha. so much for that.
one-voice potluck dinner was great. lots of food. sam ordered pizza. i bought drinks and ice cubes. :P well, i and yuehao went walking around the church. the place where i liked best was the "no entry. maintainance work only" area. that place, was nice as we look down and can see the ppl on the third floor corridor. i remembered him saying "like underwater world!". then we began tapping on the glass, and soon marie, anna and jocelyn came upstairs. they seemed shocked, almost surprised to see us there.
there was some games on the last floor. almost everyone was there. haha. i and yuehao wanted to take a peek at what was going on. daryl saw us. no escape?
we excused ourselves. we went to the toilet. and we stayed below,did not return. lolx. daryl and marcus came down also. daryl got a headache. and marcus, he had to plan the songs for the following sunday.
sam phua said that it was like weird. they drank and drank. LUCKY WE BELOW SLACKING! and well.. haha.
that's so anti-social of us?woke up late on sunday morning. very late. 8.30am? had late games last night. well, i was pissed at being pawned like nobody's business in isaac's game, i challenged my classmate. the score is 4-3. tinker was good, only until lv5. then later no use. so, he 0-3 me at the beginning. then when i level6, he was beginning to feel sad. <5mins - 4kills? lolx
church was a little boring. sat at the last row of the chapel and stoned. practically all in my row were stoning or playing phone. sermon through a screen? b-o-r-i-n-g.
the church anniversary ended with a photo-taking session. haha. I GET TO HOLD THE FLAG! well, the material used to make the flag was quite heavy, so the whole flag needed lots of wind to be able to stay
aloft. well. went home. not going for the global day of prayer. haha. got school tomorrow. that's all for today.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
-1:18 PM
today. another day of monotony. lessons after lessons.
watched xmen3 [kind of late huh?] . wow. i am so glad that i stayed back after the credits. PROFESSOR X IS STILL ALIVE! before that, MAGNETO GOT BACK A LITTLE OF HIS POWER! looks like the show is just beginning...
thursday. i was quite tired. lessons from 8.30 to 7.30? [that lan thing is because there is 1h30min interval before my tuition]. i played not more than 40mins. then got busted out.
(-_-)"
well. people call it PMS. what ever it is, it ain't gonna mean anything good. yes, that was the term used to describe me over the days? i was stumped by that math paper. humph. really gets me irritated. yes. really irritated.
note : sorry rach if that tag made me out to be "pissed" or something. i ain't angry at you or your tag. relax ok?
Friday, June 02, 2006
-12:30 PM
bad day.
reached school at 8.00am. [suppossed to reach at 9.30]. forgot that i have no physics extra lesson today. that was suppossed to be for those who are in
dire need of extra physics. well, i don't.
went with guo jun to j8 and had breakfast. then returned. watched "friends" with those who made the same "mistake" as me. that was a nice, and funny, show!
oh! that was so SILLY!that phrase.. was kinda repeated over and over again in that episode. haha.
went j8 again during lunch break! [lunch] then i and roy tried to take a short cut through the terrace houses back from school, to avoid the sun. well, i took a wrong turn [turn left instead of going straight] , so we made a big round. and back to square 1.
then we were saying.. that if i am bringing my gf out [i don't have one yet ~], i confirm will be ditched on the spot.
.:.lolness.:.
went lanning after school. got busted by cops.
THAT DAMN PLACE IS UNLISCENSED!
well, they took our particulars. i was scared, but they assured us that all will be fine. yan qi has to give an eyewitness' report. well, he was also very scared [his 1st time going lan]. all appeard fine.
i wanna cycle again. same route : serangoon north>ang mo kio>bishan>serangoon central>serangoon garden>home
Thursday, June 01, 2006
-4:42 AM
"Evermore" by Planet ShakersI will sing
Of the mercy of the Lord
And I will shout
Of Your faithfulness oh God
For there is none like You
Seated in Your majesty
Holy One I come
To worship You forevermore
You are my God my life my all
And I live for You alone
I am Yours evermore
Heaven and earth Your praise
The wonder of Your name
I'll proclaim evermore
Evermore
Evermore
And I will run
Into Your presence
And I will sing
Sing forever
what a nice song. its just, so nice! yet meaningful!