dailies
Thursday, August 31, 2006
-2:10 PM
Tired. Lost 3 marks for Chemistry Practical examinations. Oh! This is really bad! This prelim so far has not gone in my favor. I really need more hard work to ensure that I am in top form for the remaining few subjects.
I am so afraid, so scared, that I may fall again, this time, to the point of no return, into the bottomless pit. I want to do well.
Again, I look old. Haggard. Please, I feel so tired, so weighed down.
Somehow, this song kept ringing in my head. Meaningful, isn't it?
"All for love" by hillsongsAll for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
-2:10 PM
I cannot stop thinking. It is embedded inside me. Why can't I stop? It is draining me so much. And I feel helpless, powerless to stop it. Help.
-6:17 AM
Tired. SS was okay. Hope that I can do well this time round. Math was careless. Lost 2 marks so far.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
-2:15 PM
SS tomorrow. Help me. Revision not even halfway through.
Monday, August 28, 2006
-1:25 PM
Should have trusted myself more. Decided to do something different today. Decided to take 109 to church instead of the usual 55 or 25 -> 81 or 53. I can save on bus fare also! Well, when i approached the bus stop, bus 109 arrived. I felt compelled to take it, but then again, my doubts held me back. I took 103 instead, which led me to seletar camp! [Luckily I left 4 stops later]Late for church. So much for doubting myself.Sermon on tithing. Reminds me. I have not been tithing for quite some time already! Too lazy to fill in the envelope. That's so wrong of me. I know. Lunch-ed with Greg and Ralph. Pastor Aaron joined us. Nick came along. Daniel Chia and Ben were somewhat later. Heard the pastor talked about the missionary ship. Sounds cool. He talked quite some stuff on it, without forgetting to onject humor about their toilets' cleanliness . ~English prelims begin tomorrow. Help me.
~Felt so tired. Social studies revision has drained me completely. I cannot get anything into that thick head of mine. So much for that. Source-based is a test of analytical and inferential skills. This is something I have to learn , and to master. That's what Krishnan's revision guide can do that no other books can , right?Practiced English. Stress. Stress. Stress. Somehow, I feel so inadequate, compared to all those hardworking ones around me. Why? ~When I pray aloud, it gets kind of strong sometimes. It feels as if I'm on fire. Why?~Why do I always have this heart to hear people out? At times I do not know how to help them out! Then again, after hearing them out, I will just feel that I have quite some things to say. This is weird. Why is it so? Song pick : Awesome God
Sunday, August 27, 2006
-8:39 AM
Anyone know how to get to Bras Basar from Serangoon [Bishan also can]
Things are looking up , for now at least.
Back to revision of social studies!
-5:10 AM
Personal honor and fame is temporary;
worship and service to God is forevermore
Saturday, August 26, 2006
-4:50 PM
God is great. 7 people? A far increment.
His mercies , His blessings, showered upon His children.Well, let's not take for granted that all we have will always be. Give thanks!
-1:27 AM
Physics practical later.
Help me. I stutter.
Friday, August 25, 2006
-2:29 PM
MIA for me ended. I am back for cell! To all those who missed my presence terribly, I am so , so sorry! Haha. Was practicing conversation with Dexter Tan at the grandstand, and through that, we got to know each other better, and our reasons for certain incidents.
Well, everyone have their own set of problems, including me. I can't say that my life is flawless. I do have my own stresses. Well, for all those who have been speculating why I am usually in a sub-conscious state in lessons, it is because I sleep very late the night before. So well, can't really help it right? I AM NOT DREAMING, OR THINKING OF
SOMETHING ELSE. Get it straight.Prelims is coming soon [next week]. Stressed. Tired. Social studies. Note-reading. Book cramming.
Just the girl - click five [recommendation from Dexter;I presume for emo ppl]She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after
[Chorus] - Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for
She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on one hundred proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I doI'd do anything for her
[Chorus]The way she sees it's me
On her caller I.D.
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Still ringing in my headStill ringing in my head
She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined
[chorus * 2]Oh, I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for
Just the girl I'm looking for
I'm looking for
I'm looking for
I'm looking for
Just the girl I'm looking for
Thursday, August 24, 2006
-12:58 PM
English Oral. In my opinion , an average paper. It was not too hard as what I had thought it to be. I spoke my mind, and the rest is up to God. The only drawback was that I fell asleep while waiting for my turn.
I was struck down with mental turmoil before entering the exam hall. Somehow I felt His calming presence and was composed at the moment of coming face-to-face with the examiners. Somehow that "panel of judges" on Saturday night really drilled me to the extent that I could think on my feet. I somehow felt some inconsistency in my "level of answering" as my question 1 for conversation, was more solid and constructed compared to question 2.
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Well then. I am still seeking helpers. Well, lets leave it to God
-3:24 AM
So far, the Lord has been faithful. 4 likely helpers have been gathered. I need more people for this activity is to be efficent. The Lord is faithful, He will provide.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." Philippians 4:6 [NIV]
Sent out mail asking for helpers.
"The King will reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.'' Matthew 25:40 [NIV]
~
English oral tomorrow. Pray.
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Realised after all these years the full love my parents felt for me. I have only been partially feeling it for so long, so long.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
-12:06 AM
God is good. The namelist was collated at last. However, there is another pressing problem. With the N's in September holidays, I am afraid that we have to cut time, and begin 'snap' action a.s.a.p to prevent further delays. It does not help the fact that I will be having my first few papers before September as CHS always tries to be
ahead of other schools.
Now that the namelist is in my hands, I have to gather people and sort things out.
Logistics nightmare? No! I am suited to complete stuff under the most trying situations. This might just be another challenge to me ...
I pray for God's grace to be upon me as I go forth and seek the necessary help and set things out to get it up and running.
There is not cell today [school holidays for non-bio students].
Praying for :
- Gathering of manpower despite the many events going on
- Efficent execution of plans
- Cohesion amongst people
- Keeping everyone who are taking exams in His hands
Thanking God for :
- His grace for all ministries last Sunday
- Getting the list round to me
- Keeping all of us well in the past week
- Constructive small group time
There is so much you have done for us. Thank you Lord.
Anyone interested in helping me out?
Monday, August 21, 2006
-12:43 PM
Worship practice was okay. Watched a video regarding worship by Hillsongs for devotion. It was interesting and I felt that I had much to learn from it, worship and all.Practice started. I went flat. I heard it. I tried to correct it. Somehow I can hear the tone and pitch, but unable to sing the same note. Overall, I felt that I have a long way to go, and should dedicate more time for self-improvement after my exams are over!
What really
went wrong was the "incident" that happened after worship practice.
Someone, not naming who , leaked out some "personal info" after worship practice by "proclaiming" ~
After that, I was faced by a "panel of judges" at dinner. Felt like the prelude to my O level English oral on Wednesday. Some akward moments when some really personal questions were asked. Well, I guess if it were my oral examinations, I would have not even gotten a bare pass!
Sunday morning - A terrible wave of stomaches hit me in the morning even as I was preparing for worship. I managed to recuperate in the nick of time. God's blessings, I trust. Ympact had a pretty empty feel as the hall was not very filled, probably due to examinations and the approaching preliminary examinations.
Guess secret's out when Greg was
informed of it also. Sighs. Too many people know about it. Even non-blog readers like Daryl also knows! Information deseminates too quickly!
This incident, has lots of significance.
God has showed me something - if we could spread His Word to the people around us , as quickly as we spread such stuff , then we can be able to bring more people to Christ!
-4:31 AM
Even though I am those active, jumpy, oh-so-hyper kind of person, I like quiet nights , where I can put forth my thoughts, just as much as getting hyper. I find that it helps me to focus on entering God's presence, and more constructive quiet-time + self reflection , without me thinking about schoolwork, exams, and not to mention, my personal social life.
This is one which God has tried to reply for so long, even so, it has failed to get to me. It happened one clear night quite some time ago ...
"God, why have you chosen the direction in my life for me to serve you in the worship team? Given my physical limitations in terms of singing and my zero musical abilities , why have you set me on fire with the passion, determination and peseverance to serve you in this area?"
Answers anyone?rephrase : God has a reason for doing things right? What would be His reason for directing me into worship?
Saturday, August 19, 2006
-2:31 PM
Tired. Haggard. Bad-hair day.
Today is an interesting day. It made me know my inner self much more.
Wrote a essay on 'punishment' for english lesson. So far, it seems okay. Even though I have gotten to one-and-a-half page , I still feel that I have much more to add. Shall ponder over the weekend, since I have little work to do. [3 physics papers only?]
Food for thoughtA question was posed in physics lesson. " How much do you think you can get for your physics at o'level standard? " It made me reflect more on myself, and my 'possible' grade. I replied , "B3." Everyone felt a little surprised, for they thought that an A1 should well be within my grasp. Well, that is how i feel about myself. Low expectations.
I also realised how "keh-kiang" I am. Math O'level June paper 1. Finished that thing in close to 30 minutes, despite the loci and all. Handed up without checking. That, when i look back, I call it 'foolhardy'. No doubt i can do it fast without the damned calculator, but my accuracy still has yet to touch the bull-eyes. More accuracy needed, if you'd ask me.
Keep striving, keep moving. Don't stop. Flush complacency down the drain. Away with it. I want to be the 'old me' no more.
Speaking of metamorphosis.
Friday, August 18, 2006
-1:17 PM
fell asleep during math lesson. bah. time to begin getting serious
Thursday, August 17, 2006
-9:21 AM
I am so tired. Yes, indeed. Even though i slept at 10pm last night, I still feel that i am struggling to get up from my bed. Somehow, i am feeling lethargic in the day these times. Miraculously, i find myself more awake at night. Is something wrong with me?
I am happy that the chemistry paper is postponed. Prepared for it - finished DHS mcq section. Pretty okay if you ask me. Decided to give cell group a miss during recess. Somehow i felt so tired, so bogged down. Went for a drink with Dexter Tan. Ended up talking about our problems. It was fun.
Chemistry practical was good. SNAP! MY CALCULATIONS 'RETURNED' TO ME! I CAN CALCULATE!
for now, at least. Math test was much of all an interesting paper. Got bogged down at question 5 about binomial theorem.
this came as a shock as my b.t is one of my better topics...The time is now. If i still cannot get all worked up and be on fire, I never will. I just do not want to waste my 4 years. I want to soar. But somehow, i feel that i am incapable, unsure of what i am capable of. I need to unleash. I feel that i have cheated myself over and over again by minimal revision for my exams. Y?
Time is running out. It is running out. With only <3 weeks to my prelims, i have to start dropping DOTA
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
-2:00 PM
the morning started off with an assessment by some organisation from hong kong. its an english paper, which i do not really like. but nevertheless, i just set my heart down and did it. it was challenging, but as usual, i finished it before time. time-management wise, i should be fine. accuracy wise...
shuddersi dozed off during math lesson today. my head felt like lead, and my eyes just wanted to shut. it was so hard just to stay awake! it did not help that i sat at the first row of the class! tsk-tsk. as a result, i had to explain to ms tan about cumulative frequency and its relations to the question.
l-o-l-n-e-s-s
cell during recess was nice. we worshipped, gave thanks to God for our past week. as this is the start of the week, we decided not to ask for anything from God, but to thank Him for all He has done for us on our previous week, including the much-dreaded release of the chinese O level results and not to mention, our national day break! we prayed in groups, then gathered back in a circle. We worshipped God there and sought to soak in his presence.
i prayed for spiritual revival in our christian partners who have backslided or those who turned away. darryl prayed for the o level chinese, that God would guide their paths and lead them on. that, was the most welcome there. its practically another comic relief where i and daryl2 was laughing our heads off .
here's an excecpt :
"Lord, i thank you for seeing through the O levels. you have been with us, and helped us get through our trying times..."
-interrupted with a series of "Amen" and "Yeah"-
"Lord, i pray that you will guide our decisions regarding this, and that the teachers would honor our decisions"
-interrupted with a series of "Amen" and "Yeah"-
that was uber-clowning around. well, i was somewhat
amused about it. when it was my turn to pray, it was ... unexplainable.
darryl was like, "clayton, you can pray now." i stopped for some time. something was filling me. it is warmth, so endearing, so close, and yet calmed me. my eyes, though shut, flared before me. there is a light, a radiance, so strong, even though my eyes were shut, it penetrated the darkness. i opened my mouth and prayed.
i was shocked yet suprised. it was fluent, stong , very loud and clear. it was , simply unexplainable. so mystical, so weird.
can someone tell me what's going on here?
Monday, August 14, 2006
-2:13 PM
6:45
7:25
8:49
late. rahhs
took cab
another hole in my pocket
sermon by huan mei was good
salt, light and servant
small group, missing shel and ham :
5 present
4 the word of God
3 portions of the sermon
2 tuning drums
1 absent
people guessed it
i expected it to occur one day
somehow it was too fast
in the span of only 2~4 days
question now is not who told
but how it 'exploded'
1 [i] started it
2 asked,sought and the "door" was open
3 knew suprisingly the next day
4 or more asked me in all
5 AND more knew eventually -_-
wow
communications so advanced
shocked
suprised and,
stunned to a certain extent
end game if you ask me
God bless
note : milkk, all the best for your physics paper tmr! you can do it!
Sunday, August 13, 2006
-5:50 PM
went for an early dinner. gathered there and collected tickets at 6.45pm. large crowd. met my schoolmates there. went for bag check.passed . wow. camera not allowed, but somehow in the process of the concert, people just took it out. lol.
taking pictures in there without flash resulted in buggy images. zoom made things worse. one thing - time to invest in a DSLR for future uses. iso400 during the worship, iso100 otherwise.
goodie bad contained : a pastel-like stick, a light stick, a party-pooper, a card for non-christians to fill, and a "planetshakers" balloon.
one thing to note : the concert was simply - electrifying!
2 choices - stand or sit. i chose to stand [for the obvious reason]. their pastors looked so "on" with face paint and all! [despite their age]
it began with a dance performance [shane is just as good]. at the same time there was a video showing some info about the planetshakers [which everyone was concentrating on the dance, boo].
first song was kind of sad. it was hyper, but everyone needed to "get confortable" with it. the music was loud! you can just feel it move. the sound was not only moving my shillings in my pocket, it also moved my heart! boom-boom-boom. it felt like i was immersed in some rock concert!
after 2 songs, everyone seemed to be in the mood for worship! "jump around" rocks! everyone was practically jumping and waving their hands in the air!
"when i say Jesus you say praise Him! Jesus [praise Him], Jesus[Praise Him]!"
cool-ness. hur hur. they also sang a couple of new songs which i have not heard before.i,nevertheless, jumped. the atmosphere was really there! its party-style-jamming if you ask me! the drummer was - fantastic! drumming with one hand and drinking with the other during the bridge was cool!
sermon was on God's love compared to human love. that was probably the more quiet times of the whole event? condensed sermon, as put in my jun jie. that was completely unexpected, as those who went on day1 said that there was wild partying.
guess events change daily huh?
was glad that all had fun there. shouted encore at the end of it. woots~ they came back on with "jump around" and their new song. that was the climax. p-o-w-e-r-f-u-l. the whole floor area was practically surging like a wave?
it somehow made dexter feel the "joy of jumping" -_-
It was seen as a party event for christians, or an evangelistic outreach to those non christians. it was an opportunity to share the love of God to those around us who have not received His Grace. I really felt that this is one of the best opportunity for us to share with them [non-christians], after getting all hyped-up on christian music.
ended approximately 9.30pm
another note : to all those who have missed it, too bad! they are peforming at FCBC at august 13, 1.30pm. ULTRAVIOLET is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED for all! next year bah.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
-11:42 AM
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class suffered double-damage. first the o level results, then the much-dreaded delayed release of the report book.
my class was kind of moody, long faces drawn. even though chia weijie and eugene hong got a1, think they seemed kind of solemn. michael managed an a2. andre cried. he got a merit a2 . surprising for a debator if you ask me.
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i remembered that exact scene last year, me in their shoes. i got a merit b3 , which i thought at that point of time, needs improvement. i looked real red back then, felt like crying, but somehow the tears just would not flow. it was ouch. stab in the heart. open wound bleeding. but still, life has to go on.
here, i would like to thank all those who gave me advice in one way or another, and encouraged me to remain in higher chinese.
~
small group today was great! we sang :here i am to worship: well, God is there, he is always there as we go about our daily activities. well, something notable, i just realised that there is another group meeting up to read the bible and worship the King. cool! and royston is a christian! this is like, God is really moving mightily amongst men.
IS THIS THE REVIVAL?
and it happened again. some weird words just spewed out. okay. is this my human mind making these words up, faking it, OR is it from God above, sending this to me?
i really do not know. pls help. can someone tell me something?daryl just told me to believe in faith, and let it run wild. everyone gets different speakings. well, i am not like daryl[2] you know. his mind is english, open mouth come out tongues. i really don't know. it really works differently from person to person?
prayer was good. our aim for today : pray for the person on your right like tomorrow is the end of the world. it was really -unexplainable using words- . it was a nice one.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
-2:20 PM
-1:07 AM
We Are The Reason - Rich MullinsAs little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live
this song is really very nice, very meaningful. anyone interested in hearing?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
-5:20 PM
national day started off bad for me. twice stomach ache. wobbly wobbly. this year is good. only 2 fainted. i and john were competiting to spot the first faint-er for amusement =X
had fun today in the music room worshipping God and praising his name. it was solemn. we joined hands and started praying to God, praying that we would break through the barriers that we ourselves have created between us and God. things got way more serious when daryl lim asked me :d : clayton, do you want the gift of tongues?c : umm, yes?d : sure? anyone can receive the gift if they desire it
c : yesd : 100% sure? okay. lets praythe closeness, the warmth, the comfort, the grace, the glory was all, that was with us as we sought his presencedaryl lim was like : CLAYTON! DO NOT DOUBT THE SPIRIT! ALLOW HIM TO SPEAK THROUGH YOU! LET HIM WORK THROUGH YOU! HE IS HERE WITH US! DON'T HOLD BACK!somehow when praying halfway, i started uttering some weird words that even i do not know! i was like "oh! what on earth is this? its so freaky!"
the beginning of tongues? i don't know! i am not making assumptions here!well, ze yi also prayed with me and d , plus another daryl 2 [also a lim!] joined hands. i felt warm. so warm, so great a feeling.daryl 2 started speaking in tongues! woots. he felt the same warmth go through his whole body. the same numbing heat, the same feeling of the grace of God.later, we gave thanks to God for the fellowship we had. daryl2 received the gift of tongues! his thoughts were in english, but all came out in an unknown language! i, still not sure of myself, always doubting things and such -.-we prayed after speech day behind the auditorium. it was loud. ze yi and d lim prayed for d2 in tongues, i in english. we said all we wanted to say to God. everything we had in our hearts.comic relief here : 3 cleaners walked past and looked at us with gaping jaws and eyes as big as golfballs when ze yi and d were in tougue, and i in english! [how did i realise? someone stepped up behind me!]God is good. even i may/maynot have received the gift, this sign, has strengthened my faith [1Cor 14 : 24~25 ? ]
bible text for today's meeting [1Cor 12 : 4~11, 1Cor 14 : 1~5]: 4There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit. 5There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. 6There are different kinds of working, but the same God works all of them in all men.
7Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. 8To one there is given through the Spirit the message of wisdom, to another the message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, 9to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, 10to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and to still another the interpretation of tongues. 11All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he gives them to each one, just as he determines. ~1Follow the way of love and eagerly desire spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy2For anyone who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God. Indeed, no one understands him; he utters mysteries with his spirit. 3But everyone who prophesies speaks to men for their strengthening, encouragement and comfort. 4He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. 5I would like every one of you to speak in tongues, but I would rather have you prophesy. He who prophesies is greater than one who speaks in tongues, unless he interprets, so that the church may be edified.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
-12:50 PM
THANKS TO CHEE YANN FOR THE 3 CDS! YEAH!! THEY ARE AWESOME!
okay okay, i am still hyped to get this 3 cd compilations of christian songs [200+] from my junior. well, thanks again. while i am still at it, i think i can increase my song library on my ipod!
~
there was some-cell this recess. haha. coolness. i was the newcomer. a group, gathered in the music room where seek God's presence together. there was sharing, and a worship song sang [i don't noe the title!]. there was about 12 of us.
lesson taken from there :
lets not approach God with a shopping-list, approach Him without any agenda...God is faithful, he will increase our strength from time to time.~did CIP at AMK library. not quite tiring, but it was certainly fun! haha. shelving books. STORY OF THE 3 GOOD MEN : 1 LED THEM TO GET OFF AT THE WRONG STOP, 1 FORGOT TO REMIND TO SIGN IN , 1 CRASHED THE TROLLEY
lol? certainly yes, lol .eeps. we shelved like 2 trolleys in 1.5hrs? we checked out after that.
thats it. done. job finished. CIP cleared. 60hours.
~
waichuan and i may be seeking the guidance of some teachers. some frens [refers to XYZ] huh? find teachers never tell us go together. hurmph!
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my eyes are like so tired. please la, i can headly keep them open in class. its taking too much out of me. at least i still look normal~
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
-4:14 PM
~from isaac, thx!~1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours
his response~
1)stooool.
2)try to have more self-confidence! u are better than u think u are. (:
3)PINK. rofl.
4)you always try your hardest.
5)i thought you were a very quiet boy. [i was WRONG]
6)owl.
7)like any girl from church? ^^
ans to shel n isaac's qn7 : a crush, does it count? =p
faith's response~
1. You've grown a lot for the past 1 year?
2. Challenge you to get 8 points for Os!! You can do it! ;)
3. Dirty green!
4. I like your size haha.
5. Uhm... Very quiet!
6. Pig? So cute! And you have this blur look on ur face haha -- your eyes!
7. Why are you so enthu about everything in PMC now? Haha.
ans to faith's qn 7 : umm~ LTC made a major change in my Christian life, and i realised that going to church was more
than running home after that so that i can play my PC game. well, shifting to serangoon also helped as in learnt to treasure the things that i used to disregard - like church!
-9:23 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
-11:24 PM
calvin's question : "position vector of P is i + 9j. Q is a point on the line 3y-x=0 . given that OP = PQ, find position vector of Q with regards to O"my solution to it [correct me if i go wrong] :
1) the equation of the line perpendicular to OQ passing point P [y= -3x + 12]
reasoning : if OP = PQ, then point P must be the peak of the isoceles triangle OPQ [refer to dotted line on diagram]. perpendicular bisector of OQ passes the midpoint of line OQ
2) Find the point of intersection between the 2 perpendicular lines [y = -3x + 12 and 3y - x = 0. x = 3.6, y =1.2]
reasoning : to find the mid point
3) mid point of OQ = (3.6, 1.2), double it to find the position vector of Q [7.2, 2.4]
reasoning : perpendicular bisector. {X,Y} = [ (x+x1)/2 , (y+y1)/2 ]
-1:52 PM
i guess that it is really true of the rumours that cat high boys are very despo...
Friday, August 04, 2006
-1:52 PM
long day today.
all lessons so b-o-r-i-n-g
all that i remembered is saying that mr quay[ physics teacher ] was bullied by the "challenging" worksheet on light. poor thing -_- it is a bit challenging, packs a punch,
but still do-able.after all , physics is like math - formulae and all ...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
-2:42 PM
~from sheldon, thx!~1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours
his response :)
1. hey clay how are u today!
2. join the dance team.
3. pink
4. u've become more enthu in YMPACT.
5. the guy with high pants.
6. uh...any clay animal.
7. do u like some girl from church now?
-2:38 PM
din know hillsongs went to CHC this week [source : brandon]
this weekend would be FOP. tethering at the edge.
should i go? should i not?brandon's helping to get tix for planetshakers. once again, indecisive me
should i go? should i not? daryl's going. hahai am so tired. gimme a break!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
-8:44 AM
i am so tired. prelims less than 50 days , o's less than 100 days
stress.stress.stress
its a miracle by now that i have not [presumably] found white hair, nor have over-bulging eyebags.
report book suppossed to be given out today. somehow it didn't. and mdm tang disappeared with my summary script and my comprehension answer sheet.
she's suppossed to give me 1 mark!!!
even so , i will still fail anyway -_-
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