rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Friday, April 27, 2007
-9:25 PM
yesterday was a memorable day
not because of the half day, nor training.
meeting up with the old friends and teachers from cat high was surely a good feeling. we planned to go to s. garden at first at amk, but plans changed when the place was closed down :(
oh wells. i wanted to collect my o level cert, but too bad the office was already closed. :/
watching dexter t play chess with wai chuan while waiting for bra and horny h sure reminds me of the old days [i'm not that old...] where we would just play chess together in class, trying out and experimenting with new tactics. times have changed, but still... haha! the same old passion for chess.. doesn't! cool huh?
mrs chew [formerly known as ms tan] couldn't recognise me. haha! i look so tanned now! haha!
went to nyny at amk hub. mrs goh treated us [surprise?] haha! oh wells. talking with mr krishnan and catching up with old classmates sure made that evening a memorable one! thank God that training ended early :D
i remember the times, we had fun; the late evenings spent mugging at the grandstand; the tears of despair when the days of doom drag near; the serious-ness of everyone in the mugging group; the late nights we stayed awake to do the 52 essay geog compilation; and lastly, the smiles when we received our due results.
dexter t, i sure remember the coffee breaks we had during recess last time, and how we discussed our problems and all. haha. sure makes me wanna return back to that time.
4-10, a class which was playful yet knows when to be serious... a rarity not seen elsewhere.. the bonding and friendship, the joy and the tears...
haha! reached home at 10pm. late, tired out, but happy.
let's meet up again someday!
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today. super tired out throughout school. so much for the sync-ed nodding of heads of me and clement. look like cat high guys got something in common huh? lolx
today was all the joking during econs lesson. i was so sad that there was econs extra lesson lah. school supposed to end at 1.20 today for me coz chew j.o got a course and gotta leave early, which allows me to return to cat high to collect certs and talk to the teachers. however.. sighs..
physics prac makeup lecture next friday until 4.30. zzz. double boos!
training today was bad lahh. i fell before training in the canteen. my left knee is bruised. and i had to kneel down on the same kneecap for training. imagine...
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eh jon, it's been a long time since 6k met up. wanna plan another gathering? haha!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
-9:20 PM
#rantings
imagine having gone through hell, and wanting to go through it again - that's what i've been going through. especially those days when i was on medication and feeling super drowsy...
anyway, school's been tough. homework is beginning to pile up [though i did my work in advance..] and i'm getting robbed of sleep. which explains my hibernation throughout the lessons, and the late nights osmosis-ing with my worksheets...
the physics lecture test is definitely a killer. haha. oh well. i did not study for it... so what can i say? i know my facts well, so i did not study for it, given that i was tired out by training already.
maybe i've become lazy. maybe i am just taking things one thing at a time now. i don't know. i'm aiming to keep in-step with school work while maintaining cca and church and quiet time.
maybe i'm already falling under exhaustion. maybe i just need a time out. maybe i'm just mentally weak, unable to cope with all of this.
i don't know
i do not have the answers.
but i know that i'm already exceeding my limits and heading for a collision course...
my walk with God is a prayer each night before i sleep. i need to keep in-step with God more, to get closer to Him. I feel as if i am drifting out.. away into nothingness. it's time for me to step up. i need revival. i need strength from above. strength to overcome all this physical fatigue.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
-12:31 AM
i didn't know how much i have changed until....
[Saw Clayton Chew the other day at macritchie ... So here he comes NJC Canoeing , and man i dun wanna admit but he's hell lot a fitter person than i knew him to be . 3 months was all it took to turn him from a fat,big , weak , gook into one hell of a rower .... Well they're the champ undisputed , so IF WE ARE TO BE THE CHAMPS , WE TRAIN LIKE THE CHAMPS ... ]
-chen yang's blog
sia lahh.. say me until liddat. next year i'll show ya okay? ol pal, you're a T, i'm a C. haha!
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