dailies
Saturday, September 30, 2006
-5:18 PM
#Random!#10 songs this week :
- Girl next door - Saving Jane
- Welcome to the black parade - My Chemical Romance
- That thing you do - The Wonders
- No promises - by Shayne Ward
- True - by Ryan Cabrera
- Dance, Dance - by Fallout boy
- Catch your wave - by Click5
- Can't fight the moonlight - Leann Rimes
- Breaking free - Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
- The real slim shady - Eminem
-5:10 PM
Chinese language. C5. Shan't blog on it.
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English essay + stiuational. Not all are happy with the marking. Hmm..
I am abit pissed off also. 6/10 for task fulfillment when I covered all grounds?! That is measly. And Wai Chuan pointed out that the 24/30 essay [Melvin Tay's] had inherent language flaws in it which was overlooked?!
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I need more sleep.
Nearly fell down the escalator at j8 when shopping with Calvin, Wai Kit and Desmond. My mind switched off when i was there and my sight just shifted, leading to step on a step [which was not there], and slipped. Kudos to the 3 who held me back. I really need my sleep now.
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I want to practice my subjects.
I am trying to minimise math practice as much as possible. It does not help that Ms Tan unloaded Amath p1 and p2 from Xinmin Sec. That was a long and dreary paper. The questions are not hard, but very tedious even though I short-cut everywhere.
What's up with math papers now-a-days ?
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Dexter L. mentioned once that your R5 consists of other subjects other than math alone, and that math took up most of his time. I would agree with that to a certain extent. Even though I can do papers on less than an hour, the holidays were spent doing math like crazy. It is really sad that my geog had to pay the price of it.
Forget it. I am off practice for a while. Maybe a paper a week would be fine, but not almost every other day!
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I seek perfection, and have fallen short of that. I have to work much more harder if I want to be getting the score I want at O's. Stress stress stress.
Friday, September 29, 2006
-2:14 PM
Tired. ZZZ
-2:14 PM
Tired. ZZZ
-2:14 PM
Tired. ZZZ
Thursday, September 28, 2006
-10:16 PM

me and yao khuan!
-3:10 PM
Stressed.
R5 screwed.
Bombed.
Why?
1 mark more?!
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
-2:40 PM
I've thought : What if I had.. would the final outcome be different?
It is so unlike me. I hardly ever regret decisions.Oh well. Must live with what I have. Life still have to go on as normal.
I can't expect too much out of this. I have only myself to blame.
Prelims. Why?
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
-2:38 PM
P.M.S = PRE . MAJOR . SYNDROMECAUSES : MUGGING DNA STRAIN THAT ARISES DURING MAJOR EXAMINATIONS
SIGNS : VICTIM MAY
HAVE INSOMNIA AND SUFFER FROM
FITFUL SLUMBER DUE TO
DIS-SATISFACTORY MUGGING OUTCOMES AND
PATHETIC PRELIM RESULTS. VICTIM MAY ALSO SUCCUMB TO
SEVERE DEPRESSION AND HENCE EMOTIONAL. **WHETHER THEY WOULD DO SOMETHING STUPID IS STILL UNDER PROBATION.END RESULT :
TEMPORAL LOST OF SANITY, HAGGARDNESS, GROUCHYNESS, AND UNEXPLAINABLE MULTIPLE MOOD SWINGSAm I over reacting?
-7:59 AM
I guess it's all about contentment.
Close shave for amath.
Wish me luck for history seq tmr ppl. [i need 18marks]
Monday, September 25, 2006
-5:38 PM

Not that I'm proud of it... some things just don't change, does it?
-2:07 PM
Sick
*sniffles*
*sniffles*
*sneezes*
The flu medicine really drained me. I was like a zombie staggering into church today. So tired, and my eyes are dry. During service it is like
*blink*
-focus on pastor
*blink*
-focus on slide
*blink*
-focus on bible
It seemed as if I were some camera lenses zooming in/out on things and stuff. Small group was nice. Pastor gave a talk on Islam and we combined small groups for today with marie's sg. Today seemed really happening.
- Pastor's talk on Islam
- Combined Sg
- Colleen's bdae
Wow. It was like, so eventful? Haha
Chinese chess after church. Nice one, except I was not quite in the mood because I was getting real drained and somehow my senses are undergoing degeneration.
Seeing the people mug after church, using all the time they can, using it to revise... I feel so inadequate to face my exams. I have not done much preparations. Not at all. I lack that secure feeling. It is paradox that I am getting complacent about my math when I am so disappointed with my score.
Why is it that I am never satisfied with what I have? Has it got to do with my striving for that unrealistic score, reaching out for that unrealistic dream
Saturday, September 23, 2006
-1:55 PM
Catch phrase of the day :
"Hey auntie, is this cool? " [quoted Wen Jie]
-9:02 AM
I want to rise up again;
Thus the new plans for revision arises;
No more computer games;
Nor stars folding;
Just mugging;
In time to come
-9:00 AM
I have been stabbed;
And will be stabbed again on Monday.
Friday, September 22, 2006
-2:11 PM
The die is cast.
Fate is going to be determined.
Armageddon.
Holocaust.
Destruction of sanity
Mental upsurge.
No survivors.
Whatever it's gonna be called, you'd better be ready.
.:. End .:.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
-2:38 PM
HCL.
if this were to be an equation, sub H = d , C = i , L = e.: HCL = die
end of story
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
-2:45 PM
"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity." - Luke 10:19
-2:40 PM
Isaiah 65 : 1-12 [Judgement and Salvation ] 1 "I revealed myself to those who did not ask for me;
I was found by those who did not seek me.
To a nation that did not call on my name,
I said, 'Here am I, here am I.'
2 All day long I have held out my hands
to an obstinate people,
who walk in ways not good,
pursuing their own imaginations-
3 a people who continually provoke me
to my very face,
offering sacrifices in gardens
and burning incense on altars of brick;
4 who sit among the graves
and spend their nights keeping secret vigil;
who eat the flesh of pigs,
and whose pots hold broth of unclean meat;
5 who say, 'Keep away; don't come near me,
for I am too sacred for you!'
Such people are smoke in my nostrils,
a fire that keeps burning all day.
6 "See, it stands written before me:
I will not keep silent but will pay back in full;
I will pay it back into their laps-
7 both your sins and the sins of your fathers,"
says the LORD.
"Because they burned sacrifices on the mountains
and defied me on the hills,
I will measure into their laps
the full payment for their former deeds."
8 This is what the LORD says:
"As when juice is still found in a cluster of grapes
and men say, 'Don't destroy it,
there is yet some good in it,'
so will I do in behalf of my servants;
I will not destroy them all.
9 I will bring forth descendants from Jacob,
and from Judah those who will possess my mountains;
my chosen people will inherit them,
and there will my servants live.
10 Sharon will become a pasture for flocks,
and the Valley of Achor a resting place for herds,
for my people who seek me.
11 "But as for you who forsake the LORD
and forget my holy mountain,
who spread a table for Fortune
and fill bowls of mixed wine for Destiny,
12 I will destine you for the sword,
and you will all bend down for the slaughter;
for I called but you did not answer,
I spoke but you did not listen.
You did evil in my sight
and chose what displeases me."
-5:37 AM
Amath paper2. Slacky. But once again, careless.
Oh wells. Can't help it.
Went to j8 today for lunch at KFC with Wen Jie, Wai Kit, Desmond, Clarence and Calvin. Had much fun there
if someone had not insisted that he wanted out of fast food restaurants.We are always upgrading ourselves.
initial plan : KFC -> Pastamania -> Cafe Cartel -> Sakae -> Ramen -> KFC (-.-)
Oh wells. And please la. Wai Kit has not been to j8 that many times. Will it hurt just to go with him once? And well, I did not know that the food court is
more class than KFC!
Went to Swensens for ice cream with Clarence and Desmond. Calvin and Wen Jie went to Haagen Diaz [is it spelt this way?] instead. Spending mood. Haha.
Going to rest now. See you people online later!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
-1:40 PM
Today was a day of unexpected turns and twists
History Paper. All spotted came out - did early Russia regarding the fall of the Tsar monarchy and the overview on Lenin's view. Rushed through the whole paper. Quite limited time, I'd realised.
Amath paper1.
Someone started the conversation first, then Jun Guang and I were caught my
Tamil Tiger [Ms K] and she said that she would -5 marks from our paper. Hurmph. That made me check my answer extra carefully because I am prepared for the worst. I don't want to have a raw score of 84. It is so degrading.
1 more mark to A1!* Well, I am hoping that Amath would bring in my 1 for me.
Carelessness cost me 6 marks.
Even so, God is good and answers prayers.
End point - she didn't. Let off with a
stern warning.
*
Cat High lowered the math standard to slightly above O levels [I find it sub-o-level-standard though], but pushed the A1 mark up to 85Amath Paper 2 is tomorrow. Wonder how I 'll fare.
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Another thing : I realised that I have to get used to the exam conditions. At home, I realised that I could breeze through most of the practice papers and get the score I want. In school, however, I get drained in the hall, for some unknown reasons.
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Something interesting during the revision today [100% lame-ness involved] :"Is there loci for Amath?"
"Ya. Have. Also have geometrical transformation"
"Sure not? Like that very tough le"
"Lol. You can always reflect your straight line graph in the x-axis"
"Sure not?" [already blur]
"Then can integrate to find area, then volume!"
"Forget it. I skip such questions" [Sad already :D hee-hee]
-lolness-"By the way, this ain't April..." (-.-)
Monday, September 18, 2006
-11:04 AM
Qn : Why do we quote bible verses when we pray?My opinion : Prayers are dedicated to God, whereas the verses are for the people whom we are praying for. It may also be a thanksgiving to God for the Word he has given to us - using it for the right purpose, in the right context.
Response to my email from "learnthebible.org"1. One way to properly quote scripture is to use it in praise to theLord. We are instructed in the Bible to praise God. It may be that at some times and with some people the words come easily. However, some ofthe saints struggle with what to say about the greatness of God. I have encouraged people to memorize portions of scripture that praise the Lord and to intersperse them in their prayers. God's own words are certainlyworthy praise to His greatness.
2. Ezra used a Bible quotation in his confession of sin (Ezra 9:10-12).Basically, he said, Lord, you told us not to do this and we did it. Now we seek your forgiveness. To confess is to say the same thing as the one accusing you; to agree with their acccusation and to admit your guilt.How better to confess than to quote God's own commandments and then to agree with Him that we are guilty of disobeying that particular command!
3. The apostles, in Acts 4:24-28, quoted scripture in order toacknowledge God's fulfillment of prophecy. It is as they are saying,Lord, you said it and it has happened just like you said it would. In oneway, this is praising God. It happened just like He said it would; only God could do this. But in this prayer, the quotation is used to set upthe requests they would make. It is almost as if a conversation is takingplace. Lord, you said this. Our response is this. And so on.
4. In other prayers in the Bible, the saints of God remind Him of His promises and then ask for deliverance or whatever help they need based onthose promises. It is not that God has forgotten His promises. It is rather that He is pleased when we base our requests on the promises He has made. It again comes back to that conversation in prayer. God speaks to us through His word and we reply in prayer. However, if we quote His words as we pray, the prayer becomes in many ways an ongoing conversation with the Lord. I hope this encourages you in your own prayer life.
Till He comes,
David F. Reagan
Pastor of Antioch Baptist Church
-10:40 AM
Song pick#1 for the week - "True" by Ryan CanberraI wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep insideIn the corner of my mind
Im attached to youIm weakIts true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is trueI know when
I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
Saturday, September 16, 2006
-11:11 AM
Chemistry was so-so. Not exactly good, nor is it exactly screwed.
So much for that.
Friday, September 15, 2006
-1:31 PM
Emath P2 was manage-able. Hur hur.
Tomorrow is Chemistry. Mole-y day!
Still folding stars. If all of these stars represent a though one've spared for others, it would fail by far to count the thoughts God has for us.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
-2:54 PM
I've found a new hobby.
Well, it is going to be my
source of entertainment for now.
Since I don't want to play any computer games, nor engage in excessive MSN-ing, well, this is my other option.
Sick of getting cut-up index fingers when trying to play barre chords with the end product - getting nowhere. Soundless. I am better off my git for now. So much for that.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
-11:54 PM

Imperfect
-3:12 PM
Geography? Lol.
Mugging chemistry now. Tired.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
-3:07 PM
Tired.
Physics. Don't talk about it.
Geography tomorrow. A goner.
Face it.
Is it the end of the road?
Stress-ed.
Some notable stuff [100% randomness + 100% lameness = 100% lol-ness]"You know.. there's one law.. the Father Day's law?"
"Father's day law?! OMG!"
"That law for electromagnetic induction?"
".... Oh! Faraday... [Faraday's law of magnetic induction]"
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Ms K and students in the hall
"You better shape up! Your behavious is bad! Intolerable "
Silence"And for your info, Mr L was harassing me today in the canteen about your behaviour!"
Wrong choice of words :X
-1:16 AM
Days Of ElijahThese are the days of Elijah,
Declaring the word of the Lord;
And these are the days of Your servant Moses,
Righteousness being restored.
And though these are days of great trial,
Of famine and darkness and sword,
Still, we are the voice in the desert crying
'Prepare ye the way of the Lord!'
Behold He comes riding on the clouds,
Shining like the sun at the trumpet call;
Lift your voice, it's the year of jubilee,
And out of Zion's hill salvation comes.
These are the days of Ezekiel,
The dry bones becoming as flesh;
And these are the days of Your servant David,
Rebuilding a temple of praise.
These are the days of the harvest,
The fields are as white in Your world,
And we are the labourers in Your vineyard,
Declaring the word of the Lord!
There's no God like Jehovah.
There's no God like Jehovah!
Storyline :
http://www.robinmark.com/DaysOfElijah_Story.htmI like the nights when I can reflect. This is great!
Monday, September 11, 2006
-2:53 PM
Cabbed down to church. Boo. Now I am more broke then ever. Where is the bus when you need it most?
Waited at the bus stop at 0800. The bus was suppossed to be there [as usual] , and I would be at church at 0830. However, the bus came at 0817 [lol], and I reached the highway by 0824! Cabbed down, and reached at 0835. Sry ppl!
Sermon was fun and interesting. I can't seem to concentrate [my old specs made my eyes strain like mad]. It occured to me this :
[100% random-ness guranteed]
Leaders
of
Lay =
LOLLol. Haha.
Cell discussion on James 4 : 11~17 was really nice. It was really enriching. Lots of things to talk! So much to talk, so little time! Aw~
- Prayer and peseverance is the only shield protecting the thin fabric of sanity for this new wave of examinations.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
-4:03 PM
Went church to help out at the funfair [setting up of booths]. Worn out. Broke my specs. ZZZ
Obviously-McFlyRecently I've been, hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl, who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23 he's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously, she's out of my league
But how can I win she keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously, she's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time 'cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
Friday, September 08, 2006
-3:16 PM
Well, nothing much to say. Lessons are enriching. Tired though.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
-2:15 PM
Concrete action to be taken tomorrow - visit the print shop near my house
Objective - check quotations and when the print job can be done
This Sunday my fellow comrades , until then, we wait!Patience - a virtue overlooked by many
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
-4:34 PM
"When I say to a wicked man, 'You will surely die,' and you do not warn him or speak out to dissuade him from his evil ways in order to save his life, that wicked man will die for his sin, and I will hold you accountable for his blood." Ezekiel 3: 18
What are we waiting for?
-3:29 PM
"And these signs will accompany those who believe: In my name they will drive out demons; they will speak in new tongues;" Mark 16:17
"Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder. "James 2:19
The power of God is great. Worship Him.
-3:07 PM
Math was boring
Literally
Paper 2 Emath. I thought I was late for lesson [I reached at 8.25am - 25minutes late] , until Clarence came at 8.45am.
Lol.
I felt restless, but nevertheless finished the paper. Indeed I was as careless as usual. Hurmph. My graph was freehand-ed , and it looked fine. However, my readings veered off by +/- 1. Guess I need more practice at it.
Well, Mrs Goh was not in school today, so we [Rui Jie, Roy Ang, Brandon Chen, and me] checked out Bishan's new library. Quite impressive. 5 floors, but the contents seemed ... unappealing. Lunch-ed at J8.
Tired. Can't do much work today. Hope to continue Chemistry tomorrow.
Until then, my brothers... we meet
Sunday, September 03, 2006
-10:16 AM
"All for love" by Hillsongs is still ringing in my head. Such a wonderful song, such nice lyrics. I want to sing it over and over again like Jun Yang!
Shall blog about yesterday's one voice's [worship team] potluck dinner + bible study at church. Reached t-e-r-r-i-b-l-y late because I was stoning in front of my computer screen, drifting into a trans-like state into semi-unconsicousness ... And I woke up at 6pm. School in the afternoon was really draining me out. Sighs. First time late for one voice? Umm...
Mk's speech about the O's was great. Haha. The quotation used seemed amusing to me. Well, it has some truth in it though, that we should not worry and let God take control. After all, worrying will not add a single day to your life or an extra mark to your paper right? As such, lets surrender it to the Lord!
Dinner was fun. Was talking to Yuehao about school life. Marie came by with the "sold" thing. Well, wasn't that from our last dinner? Okay, a simple clarification for those wondering. "Sold" was just a random word that Yuehao and I chanced upon and repeated it over and over again. Somehow, it was really amusing, and then Marie was confused by our "sold"-s . So , "sold" was our word for the last potluck dinner. Well Marie, if you are reading it, haha... don't get angry!
After dinner activities. While the others engaged in that barrel toy brought by Desmond and some others at bridge, Yuehao and I were playing a "mind game" - chinese chess. Well, he has improved since the other time we met, and put forth quite a strong defense. Somehow, the usual "oops" and "urrghs" from both of us left me at the winning end. Sam P. was not bad too. Trapping my knights and jamming up my forces was really a nice move. "Schweet" as I would call it. By a small stroke of luck, that was fixed. If luck wasn't there, I would be trashed pretty badly!
Went to the rooftop of the church to play "Ring-of-fire". An interesting drinking-card-game. I was a newcomer, yet I took on
somewhat quickly, quickly enough to win Victor. Well, I bet he ain't feeling that Victor-ious now. Haha. Got sabohed later. The question was... arrghh! Shan't comment about it.
Cabbed home with Kenneth. So tired. Carried on finishing my physics worksheets.
Lol
Friday, September 01, 2006
-2:35 PM
Today we had a very very boring assembly program. Songs? There is a joke up there whose mic failed him. His frantic gestures to the PA crew to get his mic working sure was the center of attraction of the whole show.
Then again, the teachers had to step in. A skit performed by Ping Hock and Lawerence Tan sure was more comedy than the joke mentioned above. Ping Hock was so sad! After 30 years [in the skit], he still cannot decipher what is F = ma! Lol-ness. Well, I would say that if any st-nicks were to be in the hall, they would think that the comedy would not be
that comedy.L Tan : "You know, our education system has changed. There are now new measures put in place. There is an exchange culture program, where students go to other school. Today, I think it's st nicks."
Some teacher acting : "I hear the st nicks girls are very pretty ..."
[In comes a bimbotic teacher dressed up in st nick's uni.
My opinion, please do not act bimbotic. It is bad ]