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Friday, March 31, 2006
-2:12 PM
ehh.. school iz like soo sian -_-
I AM ATTRACTED TO PIINKK OBJECTS
morning, already felt the dread coming over.. dunno y suddenly dread school? [lol]..
hey!! i am suppossed to be the one who enjoys school and homework!! so bored, i nearly fall asleep.. surprisingly, i din get caught [lol!].. chemistry lesson was all on
alkanes and alkenes.. i ended up whipping out my phone and playing cm5 [championship manager 5]. i was kinda shocked that i din get caught [lol!]. later got weijie join me..
summaryman-u [my team] got owned by arsenal 4-0got owned by liverpool 3-0got owned by chelsea 4-1guess i am juz a beginner? [i juz started on thursday].uzzy and his dslr.. lol.. neva see him where the action is going. [lol] hey. next time, give me ur number. anything of "interest", i'll give you a ring and well.. .:.pubLicity is everything.:.note : yang.. i dunno .. but andre said that he's got one.. said she's sec 3 [i thot its pri 6 :P ].. dunno lahh.. but then, dun think that its good for him.. note2: to all despo ppl out there.. TAKING MY PHONE,BROWSING THROUGH MY CONTACTS,STOPPING AT EVERY FEMALE NAME AND ASKING ME "CHIO OR NOT" AIN'T GONNA GET YOU ANYWHERE. DO I LOOK LIKE A MATCHMAKER TO YOU?!
Thursday, March 30, 2006
-1:20 PM
guys school arh.. can't help it if some are gay..
george was an ultra despo kid who goes after young female teachers.. as long as they are <27 and look cute.. he will go head over heels.. andre..he got his gf already.. haha.. there are many more despo boys.. can it be helped?
-looks like andre ain't gonna be happy if he sees his pix here :P
note : any1 wants pics of events ( church : tofu, carolling-mostly on the bus .
school : pics of events [few coz mi card spoil])
can find me on msn :)
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
-9:24 PM
physics prac
-9:24 PM
chem prac
-9:24 PM
all the nice nice boys..
-9:24 PM
oops?
-9:23 PM
looks like the lab attendant is not gonna be happy wif mi playing ard :)
-9:23 PM
andre "buried"
-9:20 PM
andre trying to be funny
-9:20 PM
andre getting stripped [how could i upload the other pic where he was in his underpants?]
-9:19 PM
andre again, getting "r-a-p-e-d".. video upload will see my mood :)
-9:19 PM
jing chen and the OHP roller (thx Uzzy for the pix)
-9:18 PM
games in class "hopskotch"
-8:55 AM
tuesday//
another eventful day to my already eventful week :)
for the whole day, there is no electric supply to my classroom, so half the time we were shifting here and there. [lol!] for geography, we went to the steps in front of the staffroom.
informal!! physics was so funn.. coz i and michael went to tehh mr quay..lollme : why muz use mother tongue room
mich : why not the library
quay :
cannot. coz no projectorme : can always get one from the media lab wad
quay :
nonono, so troublesomemich : lol..why cannot?
then both of us starting acting whiny..."ehhhh..why cannott? libraryy better mahh"lol.
miss tan din come today..yesh..she din come ::yay:: during lawerence tan's taking over, we did "funny stuff" [no one was hurt] like :
andre and george struggling with each other [lol!] it is like, george wanna feel andre and andre wanna feel george... this situation is getting kinda messy somewhat later, with ppl like nick leong and me and some others dragged in. [voluntarily?] haha.. then well.. i think i shall omit the very very "interesting" stuff out coz.. well.. dun think that all should hear.. right yang? haha.. din manage to get much pics taken [phone low batt] .. but shld b enuf to cover the whole "story" or the "scene" through tho.. :) [looks like i will need more than a camera phone :P]
- this is yang's idea of helping the already like "rojak" scuffle.. wow.. he sure is daring.. coz if he accidentally lose grip and whacks andre on the head.. i think.. that there will be one less christian in the world.. [get what i mean?]
then the next pic shown [blurry coz the "action"was "2fast2furious"].. iz the continuation of the scene.. two of them trying to get "gay".. this is LIVE SCENE COVERAGE!! look at george's hand.. [er..humph].. things juz managed to get a 'lil better, but well,
george was getting all red.. as he tries to "rape" andre.. erm.. [lol?]
indecent posture andre!!
and so, this concludes another period. [all's back to "original" when the next lesson teacher came in - andre and george stopped "fooling around"]
guyys.. pls lahh.. act like guys and NOT GAYS!! LOLX
for the rest of the day, all was fine.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
-2:15 PM
Magnificent by hillsongs
Who compares to you?
Who set the stars in their place?
You calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.
Who compares to you?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth,
Is rest assured in your great love.
You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no on ever will compare
to you Jesus
Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We your children give you praise.
dunno y, i think that this song is great :)
-1:45 PM
monday!!
today is so fun, even though it was the first day of the week..haha
during chemistry lesson, mrs toh was kinda pissed at some "laughing at the back of the class". shan't be selfish with the "fun"... it all began with nick leong was tricked [by me!!] to eat
wasabi peas.. he felt nothing at first. then his mouth opened wider. his face turned red. he began taking in deep breaths.remember, this is wasabi, not your hacks, mints or halls. the "hot" feeling wun go away even if you take in deep breaths!!
then came jun yang, another funny guy.. said that "its okay, nothing bad". then spluttered. stuck out his tongue and gave that "awful taste" look. awww..at cca, more fun happened. i watched my junior play warcraft3 ? then came the head of the club. haha... he was like "lol" ? LOL.
ended up watching gundam seed destiny [epi 50] on ben phua's ipod? joking around with the juniors and playing lf2? then clarence said something about checking up on the minimum entry point for jcs.. i was like "o0kaAy" . wow. like that's so, far away?
started a line "clarence will settle for nothing less than rj". that set all laughing. is that meant to be funny?
lol
note : hey.. ben phua.. wanna play a game? it is called "prelims 1".. the rules are simple.. in our cca, the one who can "
own" [dota term] or
"screw" [our term] more people.. is the winner. ok?
note2 :hey ivan, stiu pissed at my switch? awww.. keep trying..[i switched positions wif him last yr :) ]
Examinations.::. a battle fought on paper, where the strong will stand and the weak will perish.::.
Monday, March 27, 2006
-8:03 AM
sunday//
woke up at 6+am, did homework till 7.20 am. reached church at 8.45am
mat asked me if i nid to "test jump the floor". lol!
nearly switched off during worship, coz the fever medcine [which i took last night] was still taking effect and i feel worn out. as in totally worn out and struggling to keep awake. my legs feel as if a cramp is going on.0uch!
well, to be frank, to speed up the process of recovery, i took an overdose. yes, I TOOK AN OVERDOSE. fever medcine says take 10ml. i took 15ml. [knocked out in 20 mins]
the skit put up today was rather funny?
haha..today's sermon is rather interesting
Pastor said something about evangelism [spreading of the Word, asking ppl to come to Christ]. haha.. there was lots of elaboration on the importance of spreading the Word to our non-christian frens...
well, he says we muz keep trying.. but these are the reasons ppl give :
- No time
- Too far
- Lazy to step out of the house
- Why i should believe
Well, i DID try.. but these are my responses
no time? -time iz in ur hands, iz whether you want or not
too far? [actually they've got a point because most of them stay in the west, close to jurong-woodlands there one] try ur best, there are ppl stayin in Bishan who make their way down to church. alternatively, you can find a church close to your home or where you live
lazy? lolx. this is ur attitude.
why should i believe? THIS GOD IS REAL. HIS PRESENCE CAN BE FELT. HIS GRACE IS AMONGST US MORTALS ON EARTH. [nid i elaborate more?]
went for lunch with daniel chia and ben leong. [mat went with us, but chose to join the girls :X] we had bk for lunch [kinda affordable..lol!].. and well.. ben went to mix the sauces together, with his drink.. [eew!] and dipped his 1 fry into it.. AND ATE IT!!
gross!! then we began talking about lame stuff? haha.. took a lift back to church, big thank you to daniel's parents!!
Note : to those who are wondering, i am recovering. [all but my throat which feels like its on fire when i speak?]
Sunday, March 26, 2006
-11:54 AM
25 Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you
(exodus 23:25 NIV)
The LORD will sustain him on his sickbed and restore him from his bed of illness.
(psalm 41:3)
comforting thots?
Saturday, March 25, 2006
-5:14 PM
SICK!![nid i say more?]
oh mans, my handphone 1-side earpiece is spoilt. shld i get a new earpiece, or a video30gb or nano 2gb? [for those that dun noe me, i am thrifty almost all the time. but when i spend... i really spend. ]
thursday//
did nothing much. school is slacky.cl extra after school sux. wrote essays. the teacher was late, and she say that we not on time.[lol!]
i had a bad bad flu, which is bothering my throat.
friday//
the most boring day of all. 3 periods of science [how boring iz that?]
planned to revise my work, such that i may do well for common tests and prelims 1.
got caught by mum for eating chocolates. [i lurve them :)]
satruday//
flu got worse. my throat is sore.now i am feeling warm all over. [cld it be fever?] wadeva it is, i hope, and wish, and pray hard that it will recover. [otherwise i tmr can't go to church]
now, my head is spinning. postponed tuition.
pray for me okay?
Emmanuel
Together in this place of worship
Your greatness we proclaim
We stand as one in giving
You All glory and acclaim
To You our hearts are open
To You our hands we raise
Come take the place of honour in our lives
Emmanuel
Our God is with us
Prince of Peace Mighty One
The Ever-living God
See the praises of our Saviour
Rise to open skies
With the dawning of redemption
Your glory will arise
For You alone are worthy
Here in Zion you are praised
Our Lord and King forever
You will reign
Thursday, March 23, 2006
-1:16 PM
wednesday//
by right the most slacky day of the school week [NOTE : school week!].. went for hcl extra lessons in the morning, well.. tired. i am very, very tired. expected to sleep at 12am last night. but no! i slept at 2am instead! its like heelloo0..i haf to wake up at 6 the next day!!
so much for that, i had less than 4hrs sleep in the night. it was filled with lots of tossing and turning around... apparently stressed and too tired to sleep... besides, i haf more than juz work to worry off -- like losing my looks to lack of sleep?
haiz.. in school, very few did their holiday homework. its like, only a handful of them? i feel that if those slackers dun buck up, they will be heading for a h-e-l-l lot of t-r-o-u-b-l-e .
so much for that.
carpe diem period... talked about "love and relationships"... well... there was commotion in the auditorium, coz of some communication breakdown [lol]. the whole talk is on love, as in what determines a relationship [b.g.r] and difference between a good and bad relationship. that was quite okay, but talked too much only to haf to see a black-like-thundercloud faced miss tan - she was like, so pissed off?
" Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud. It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,always hopes,
always perseveres. Love never fails. "
1Cor 13 4~8 (NIV)
lovely ain't it?
I FORGOT TO SAY WHAT HAPPENED AT ASSEMBLY!!
assembly was a principal-student discussion session. principal spoke to the people about what are his opinions on things. well, it came to a portion when he said, "what are the changes you think can be made to our school uniform?"
i went nuts. i went "pink!! gimme pink!!" . then those around me looked at me, smiled and chanted along!! then from pink, i went "wear blouse!! wear blouse!!".. [lol] the ppl followed, even tho some were amused..then i carried on "wear skirt! wear skirt!".. then some juz burst out laughing.. steady chant faded when the principal spoke..haiz.. until next time lorrs
went with zhi han to j8 for lunch after school, appears that there is no math lesson for the day. ::yay:: ivan thot i go there to "sight-see". well, i am already enuf busy, let alone have time to "fool-around". dotz
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
-10:32 AM
haha..now i am WIDE awake..i am gonna do a recap of the days' events..
monday//
the worst day of all... tired, doozy-woozy one... all lessons seemed to be so sleep-inducing! i could hardly stay awake lorrs..it was the same for the whole class..zzz..
after school stiu haf physics lesson..[waahh]..it was sho boring, and chung lee siang juz droned on.. atmosphere was too warm to sleep.. haha.. ended up talking with jun wen [mi sec 1~2 classmate].. when the principal passed by with 2 ladies.. he juz went "chhiiooo".. [lol!]
after that was CCA time.. din manage to accomplish much and ended up playing Lf-2 wif my junior..[lol]
tuesday//
sch says morning got extra hcl lesson..lol.. that lesson is an uber waste of time.. i did 1 cloze passage and 3 mcq compres.. score : 26/30 [Big lol!].. all thot that the paper was meant for the lower secs!! [lol again]
lessons as per normal.. realises that i din do well for my history essay [i got 8/13] , and my emath- loci [11/30].. for history i can understand, coz i only studied the night be4.. but for emath it is really baad..coz i missed out the last qn [9marks] , and read the qns wrongly.. [as in my qn 2 ans got part of qn 3's ans].. lolx.. miss tan was like..sho disappointed.. aww.. until next time then..
IVAN!! I SCREWED UP!! LAUGH ALL YOU WANT!!ISAAC NG!! LAUGH SOME MORE!! MY RESULTS ARE VERY FUNNY IZZIT? AMUSING TO SEE THE "UNFAILABLE" FAIL IZZIT?
sianz..went to j8 for lunch..wheh i was leaving sch i met my junior [not direct junior, but got to know him thru the CCA open house - he's from robotics].. and he said "dun worry..i will neva forget you one..".. i was like half stunned yet half "touched"..that mi junior wld say something like this...awww..
looks like i haf to sleep at 12++ tonight..too much work already..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
-2:36 PM
haha..these days haf indeed been eventful..haha..realised that i haf lots to learn with regards to jumping and worship? haha..
school's tiring, nearly dozed off during class..thats all 4 now..zzz.[will update once i am awake]
Monday, March 20, 2006
-10:36 PM
haha..these days haf indeed been eventful..haha..realised that i haf lots to learn with regards to jumping and worship? haha..
school's tiring, nearly dozed off during class..thats all 4 now..zzz.[will update once i am awake]
Sunday, March 19, 2006
-7:00 AM
saturday!!
well..nothing much happened, except the fact that i was late for school and got away with it..here is how it goes :
i sneaked into the classroom when ppl were not looking [lol].. and well, sat at the far end..even when the teacher turned around, he din sense that there is another student at the back of the classroom [lol again].. and all except calvin noticed me [lol]..the teacher thot that i was blur [lol].. and that i 4got to sign against my name [lol].. and well.. [dotz]spent half the time doing nothing but compre, and cloze passage..
went wif desmond, calvin, clarence and dominic to kuo chuan presbyterian..they got a funfair there and well.. his mum is helping out there..its a church + school affair..
the place there is so much nicer than chs! i was like..wow..the sch even has verses on the walls..plus all the 'main' rooms are labelled..unlike my school..haha..enuf on that.. the funfair is really nice..coz the ppl there are really committed
[something you do not see in our school funfairs!]..coz the ppl there do it voluntarily, unlike mi sch, where ppl are f-o-r-c-e-d to do it.. it does say alot about the ppl's attitude..
something new..coz the speakers are blaring christian contemporary music..haha..thot its gonna be rock or pop or something else..
i din realise that i was it was a secondary school until 15+ mins later? i thot that it was a primary school..until i saw the poster saying "NPCC"..well..i guess that i had been having this wrong impression..[no wonder the ppl there look my age!]
went with clarence for lunch at j8..[i am getting sick of that place already!]..//
note : ben phua, if you reading this, i think that next time be4 cca we go to the coffeeshop behind school okay?
Saturday, March 18, 2006
-4:00 PM
siaz..dotz..
i am losing my mind..somehow i juz think i am not in control..doing stupid things like dao-ing ppl..guess i nid a grip..haha..be4 school reopens and i juz happen to piss miss tan off and..well.. some1's head iz gonna roll..thursday//
did nothing much all day long..well..all work + tuition.. i am lame-d out
-nothing to say-
friday//
lol..woke up late..did nothing..except pack my bag and go fer the combined small group outing.
dotz..only 3 ppl were there..me + daryl neo + isaac..haha..it felt..so empty? marcus was comign late..but well..
going, going.. gone!! well..for the whole trip it ws only the 3 of us..
i n isaac biked, daryl bladed..to safra.. its a little long..but..well.. haha.. after the nsc [national sailing center] , the place is very very quiet, like almost empty? i juz whacked the path..occasionally giving daryl a lift.
isaac is like "sure you can or not? coz stiu a very long way lehh"
lol..i did that path like dunno how many times already!!i din say that out..haha..
ANDREW CHEAH.YOU ARE A GENIUS!! SINCE WHEN DID EAST COAST PARK BECOME PASIR RIS PARK?!ALSO, PASIR RIS PARK WHERE GOT MACS ONE?!well..that guy ah..trying to be funny [i tink he 4got]..went to pasir ris park instead..
samuel came later..haha..but isaac and daryl were too shagged to carry on..haha..so i followed him to e other side..the right end of east coast park..well..the bridge is really
wrong..
it says, "no cycling.no blading"
i feel that it is really wasted..
went to parkway parade..met victor..appears that he stay somewhere there..well..lets say that there is apparently a communications breakdown..for the message din get out to him..i think that <15>did homework when reached home..apparently that mountain has to go..otherwise when school reopens i will be [??]..i am already enuf screwed at home already..everyday will haf something that will cause an argument..STOP BEING IRREASONABLE..life sux//
note: z.h , i AM NOT GAY.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
-12:04 PM
juz came back from WAM [worship and music] camp..updates
monday// din go coz school. nid i say more :(
tuesday//
went there a little late..was waiting at the mrt for yuehao..surprisingly bryan popped up..and well..haha..went there together.. 3rd place is indeed weird as mk said..a building right smack in the middle of nowhere..
they began with a worship session then carried on with a short sermon..the worship session felt really funny becoz all were stoning there..and seemed like statues..sermon was okay..
lessons was okay..stretching exercises.. then a little understanding of how ur vocal cords works..well..lol.. daniel t. was telling me of a b***h called natasha..well.. i dunnoe y also.. haha.. there was something called "voice audits" to see how your well you can sing and wads ur range.. i screwed up the range thing. too nervous for the singing portionm but it was ookkaayy..
comments said by the teacher:
- rhythm - yarh..okay
- tone - it is..okay
- pitch - you muz work on it
overall, you haf a lot of potential to improve in singing. this is a uncommon attribute. do work on it..dun get to nervous and stressed up..lol.. i feel bad not being able to do the best..but i was simply too nervous..singing in front of some1 i din noe of..i had faltered..
the rest of the day is spent singing "every move i make"..lol.. there is a dance to it too.. then later the worship leaders in-training came over..to see how we were doing..
i din noe that grace is a worship leader.lol!
then..broken up into groups to sing and practice..well..my group is really quiet..and that was when daniel t. attituded me.. kept shouting..well..i think that he is juz not feeling himself..well.. heck lahh..
went for dinner with our ltc [leadership training camp] mentor - wee long at plaza singapura..he want to meet us at 6.30pm..sianz..i and daniel t. spent half an hour walking aimlessly..then later we gave up waiting and went to buy our food.. thats when wee long showed up..and we had dinner together..well..he was saying that our church should have more people jumping and stuff like that..during worship..haha..
my reasons why we should not be jumping
- ppl at the back can't see
- not enuf space
reached home at 9.45pm..did homework till 12am? yawnzz..
wednesday//
okok..i know that this post is getting kinda long..there are a lot of stuff on my thots and feelings.. during sermon..yuehao fell asleep..daniel chia..nearly fell asleep..me..struggling to keep my eyes open..daniel t. came late becoz of school..
morning was a saboh session where ppl get sabohed to go onto stage and sing.. my teacher/instructor - adeline asked me to go. i was very scared..but went nevertheless.. my mic had no sound..the sound person in-training is really noob..jacked all the way.. well..no one could hear me..
second time..my instructor asked me to go again..coz the ppl doing vocals are very few..(<15?)..well..>stiu too stiff
later..dunno y got sabohed by daniel tan..he got me up there..and well..every1 screwed up..the pianist kept time wrongly, the basist and guitarist timing not right..drummer faltered..i sang off key..lolx..then reginal asked us to step aside and they did a demo for us..then we took over again..from yuehao..when ppl saw us,some of them laughed..others well erm, covered their ears..that was terrible music. i juz feel bad that i caused the whole team to go down..
to make things worse..the same sound person in-training tuned up my mic to be as the same volume as the worship leader. this only amplifies the problem..
now i realised why marcus said that on stage, pride and confidence is able to creep up and take over you..that's what happened..i cannot hear myself, then thot i was singing on pitch.thats where i lost control. some people were smiling..i feel baad.. jeffrey said that the worship leader is at fault, using alien-ic hand signals..that are unknown to most people..well..her bridge looked as if she was attempting to dance..lo and behold..if i din noe the song..i wld haf been the "joke of that day"..but i didn't.
overall, i feel that i haf learned much from the camp..and it allowed me to realise that it is the "heart" that comes be4 the "skill"..i haf improved [or what i think that improved]..and daniel c. agrees..well..i hope that i will be able to apply the stuff learnt here during worship practice..
i pray that through practice and the Lord's guidance, my skills will improve..//
only when will my standards be somewhat on par with ppl like reg or marcus?
Monday, March 13, 2006
-2:25 PM
Forever by Hillsongs
I'll Worship at Your Throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For You my Dad and King
I'll live for all my days
To Put a smile on Your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity
And Oh how wide You open up Your arms
When I need Your love
And how far You would come
If ever I was lost
And You said that all You feel for me
Is undying loveThat You showed me through the cross
I'll worship You my God
I'll worship You my God
I love YouI love You
Forever I will sing
Forever I will be with You
Be with You
-2:24 PM
One desire by Hillsongs
You gave it all for me
My soul desire my everything
And all I am is devoted to You
How could I fail to see
You are the one that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to you
And oh, how could i noe be moved
Lord here with You, so have your way with me
Cause' Lord there is just one thing that I will seek
This is my cry, my one desire
Just to be where you are Lord, now and forever
It's more than a song, my one desire
Is to be with You, Jesus
The one thing, the one thing I ask
Is to be with you
-10:40 AM
haha.. updating >>
saturday//
went for 1-v practice..haha..feels weird..so few people..well.. the dance team also experiencing the same problem..
for us iz erm..only band A is required to turn up..for them iz..well..latecoming issue?
kinda stressed..but realised that if i do not think so much, i will actually sound better..charlotte never come..so sam p. took the keyboard, and i did backup, wif marcus leading..
remembered bugging marcus..coz i unsure if can wear shorts or not..well..
also, desmond can't play coz he came late..apparently got traffic jam coz his house there got tree collapse..
thats all 4 now..
sunday//
woke up uber early..(6am)
tired..coz slept less than 5 hrs.. i got scared coz my throat was quite "hard and cranky"..as in my noes will quaver terrible..i feel terrible..haha..
then drank water..all came back to normal
clayton..you are stressing too much!!reached church at 8.15am after breakfast (ain't that fast?).. was feeling okay [coz it was stiu quite empty].. then later..as more came in..i remembered wad daryl said [look at an audience and look at his nose]..well..i tried doing that..but trying hard not to laugh..so smiled..
[joseph thought that i was trying to be arrogant]..waahh..
saw daryl in e crowd..and amy..and mi frens and buddies..
all went fine..
then later got a prepartory song..then i saw mi sunday sch teacher and wee long..they smiled at me..
this was when i panicked..haha..but took a deep breath and prsevered..
whew!!event : sec 1 rally event
well..mi grp lost..haha..but had fun.. we had "fellowship lunch" that dragged on for very very long..haha..
so tired..
well..small group outing on friday :)
Saturday, March 11, 2006
-8:44 AM
life has lots of ups and downs..
it all happened in a day.NOTE : A DAY!!
firstly, i may haf screwed this term. but no weightage...so haha..escaped scot-free however..holiday lessons for everyone!! i sound wierdly cheerful :X HOLIDAY!!monday - school from 8am - 5pm (waaahhhhh!!)highlight : i will be missing one day of WAM. i am at this junction where shld i get an MC or shld i go to sch? i am really lost..coz i am really a "nice" student..one who wun skip lessons :) but on the other hand, i dun wanna miss WAM camp.. ppl..gif ur opinions..i must haf gone crazy..coz i was laughing and smiling when TSC was telling me about my studies
//
"clayton, you must put in more effort in your chinese and english..cannot do so badly okay..."
i smiled"also, you haf to bring up your math results..wif ur standard.."
i smiled even more"you MUST get at least an A1 and >85 marks"
i can't help it..i juz laughed..Miss Tan was tyrying to keep a straight face..her glare is soo murderous!! She looked so comical!!"i am serious hor..dun make me throw you out of the window aah... dun think i got no strength hor.."
i laughed out even louder..she juz smiled..haha..lolx..//
guess i haf to be more serious..
Thursday, March 09, 2006
-4:33 PM
1800hrs , 8th March '06 : It has begun
this is a major turning point in my life. Self-reflection helped me to find where i haf gone wrong. Now i am back , back to win those who mocked me. Witness it..
somehow i feel this line is kinda corny..haha..i stiu hate mi voice..and mi influency of speech..why do i always try to speak fast..why do i feel like a loser..why can't i concentrate all the time..why do i always think that i am not good enuf for anything, be it schoolwork or cca or social life?Someone tell me whats wrong
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
-9:20 AM
i am so tired.
today is like a mad rush for time. after sch got cl lesson. teacher was late. complimented me, royston, yong wen , wen hao and wei shun on our punctuality..
school ended at 3.40...
happy bdae rach l. !
busy busy busy..
screwed common test. (for 3 subs) rest all improving.
yawns...
i wanna unleash all that i haf..feel the surge of strength..all those mockers will face judgement.. face my wrath and onslaught next term..stiu can't sing..stiu looking bad..stiu indulging in self-pity..note : ryan..e stuff will be done soon!!
Monday, March 06, 2006
-7:42 AM
hey hey guys..haha..haf not blogged for a week already. Browsing thru my cam's mem card..realised that i haf lotsa un-uploaded pics of last yr's caroling...no captions..coz i lazy..2many pics alreadx [scroll down]
main events : i managed to get permission to re-join 1-v//
saturday//
went to sch at 8am for cl lessons (essay writing)
went for tuition at 1pm
left for 1-v at 5pm.
one word : tired
event :
-i realised that i can sing on pitch if i try really really really hard..nick said that i was harmonising in the song..anyone know what that means? i gotta tell myself that i can do it..i can do it..my self-confidence is really low like shit lah..
-yuehao is having some problems..he's dejected..till e point that he din bring his guitar..well..i hope he is doing fine now..
-heard from elaine that 12 ppl going for the sec1 thingy..began to fell kinda sad..disappointed is more like it.
- realised what happened to shane..well..unmentionable unmentionable..
sunday//
met kenneth at 7.20am (i was late by 5 mins?!)
went for small grp.ralph not here (he's on MC)
one word : tired
event :
-i think that the worship team for this morning rawks :)
(if i can only be a vocalist half as good, i wld be happy lorrs)
-sec 1 event.
more ppl turned up than expected..well..that's good response..haha..compared to yesterday's dejecting news.well...the sec1 guys i know are really chatty..
really chatty..(joel ,joel , james , kyle , marcus)..they were telling me that they were..erm..tellin me about the things that shld be changed in camps..
from what they say..i can infer that they enjoyed 1camp..but erm..they complain that there are some non-christian guys there who spouted vulgarities..well..i cannot verify this coz mi myself i am not there..haha..haf sch on the 2nd day of camp..hahaha..
they were saying that the games are okay..well..erm..they were really 'insightful'..to the point that if the planning com ppl hears it..well..guess that they will feel ticked off liddat..
there's a common view amongst them : the games should be "camp-worthy"..
no comments. since i din help out much in the games planning..can't say anything- asked bert if can pass daryl neo the TOFU video.there's limited TOFU video cd. there's only 2 in fact.haha..one is with bert and another with shaun sng. 2 in the world..wow..sounds so..haha..coz mi comp got virus and lost the video..haha..
i hate myself, my looks, my voice, me unable to speak fluently like most people...and my low self-confidence
note : milkk..my phone is botched..really botched..as in the keys dun work..gave it a "shower"..well..haha..erm..do try and read e bible okay.. i will get a temp phone..haha..see how things work out..sry again..sry for not being able to remind ya..marcus was sayin something about humility.my thots and feelings : humility is a very very confusing subject. its becoz..when ppl say that you do something good..there are 3 meanings behind it1) you are really good..deseversin the praise2)you are okay..thats juz encouragement3)you are BAD..they are suan-ing yousee mi point?so erm..haha..the TOFU vid..izzit really good like bert n shaun said? hoping to hear from daryl after he sees it..::BREAKDOWN : -Uploading of pics into mi comp : 10mins-Making the video itself : 20mins-Exporting : 15mins-Burning into a CD : 15minsTOTAL :60mins = 1hr::see? wif such short time, how can something be good? well..haha..unless..my skills are.. ..can't say that 3 lettered word..
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